@pooksmo i'm so sorry. everything i going to be better bieleve me, i don't know the situation but everything is going to be better, my father beat me, my mom was in the hospital, my grandmother was in the hospital too, my other grandmother didn't wan't to see me because i tell that my father beat me up and it was his son, the same my uncle of my dad side, and my too granfathers were dead and now everything is better, the next year i had a restriction to my dad but my grandmother die and i end up a hole year in a weelchair. and now everything is better (even when my grandmother died) so bieleve me verything is going to be better