Em 💋

Do уou publish on Neobook ?

Literally just found out my 86th reason

this close to not making it to next year

tell my why I feel like chokehold by sleep token would be one of the best songs to have a steamy make out sesh????? LMAO IM BRAINSTORMING IDEAS FOR STOCKHOLM BC I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE

STAWP I JUST MADE A JOKE TO MY FAMILY SAYING THERE WAS ONE MORE THING TO HANG FOR XMAS THEY WERE LIKE WHAT??? AND I SAID MYSELF AND GIGGLED AND THEY LOOKED AT ME LIKE 

I can't fucking take this anymore

Honestly don't even know what's happening with me :|
          I keep crying myself to sleep reading through old messages and I don't know why I just bring myself to read them I just want to remember how I felt when I was happy . it clearly hasn't happened and just makes me feel worse maybe this is how my life is destined to be, always alone, isolated, horrible, comparing, being compared by people I loved, starving myself, most likely dying alone with nobody even giving a shit.
          I am just a waste
          a waste of air, a waste of food and water, a waste of time and a waste of space.
          would anybody care if I disappeared?
          this may or may not be my last post here
          -all my love em <3

Why is everyone else so pretty? 
          Why do I have to be so ugly.
          These girls just walk around like a normal person looking gorgeous.
          But me? Thats a different story