gia

sometimes i deadass forget that im 17

sigh i want to be fucked.

gotta take the freaking psat today 

let my ex back in just a little bit. asked him to write me an essay on why i should let him in fully ESPECIALLY SINCE HE ASKED FOR ME TO LET HIM IN FOREVER. he said he was no bitch and that he won’t do it. now he’s blocked.
          
          moral of the story is i feel hella dumb but my ego is thriving because mans fumbled me AGAIN and i swore that i would be done if he did that soooo 

ughhh guys. i really dont wanna be crying at school but im just so done mentally. this depression shit isnt funny anymore. like my dark humor jokes arent joking. 
          
          and today was supposed to be eight months with my ex AND I THOUGHT I WAS HEALED. i dont want him back or anything and im no longer in love. but i just remember wanting it to be him so fucking bad man. 

i am so freaking drained bro. like oml im strugglingggg

yk when you have light jeans on and you forget to put on a pad just incase something happens and you don’t have any with you?!

i genuinely don’t give a shit abt people i know anymore. like these bitches HAVE DONE ME SO WRONG and because im in my self healing era im done.
          
          so im going ghost :)))

i am so freaking sad rn. i just finished one of my top 5 favorite series ever and now idk what to do. like bro im crying because 1. the author died two years ago and 2. i literally love the fmc sm. 

im dying. ive been nauseous all day with no appetite and my chest is killing me