I wanna vent but dunno where so ig this is okay, no one looks here anyway.
I have this dream I have been working on since I was a kid. It was the hardest thing ever. I'm not even halfway done yet.
But I have given up on this thing long enough, yet in the corner of my heart, it tells me to hold on to this thing. This dream that made my childhood not as fun as anyone else. This dream that made me an amazing person. This dream that was the source of my pain. Yet something that was I couldn't let go off, as I didn't want my hard work to be in vain.