preppypeyton

bro i haven’t been on in forever wtf

preppypeyton

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is anyone else insecure about sitting down? like im not overweight but when i sit down i have tummy rolls and im so fucking insecure about them

highonmarvel

@babybluebumblebees first off, whether or not you’re overweight is behind irrelevant. second, tummy rolls are normal. any body is normal. 
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preppypeyton

september 21

preppypeyton

@whytemanswhore it is your birthday :D I have had memory issues and wanted to write it so I wouldn’t forget ever
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highonmarvel

@babybluebumblebees yo that’s my birthday?? i literally forgot and was so confused as to why you randomly said this. 
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preppypeyton

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@whytemanswhore
          
          okay so idk if you know this but its officially around 1  1/2 year(s) since i met you and holy shit have you changed my fucking life. when i first met you i thought you were super funny and charismatic, so after i saw a bunch of your comments i mustered up the courage to reply to a few. i really never thought it would go anywhere, i was expecting a short dry conversation and us to never speak again, but thankfully i was wrong. 
          i kinda stalked your page for a few days, trying to figure out the kind of person you are, so i could try and be the perfect best friend to you. at the time i was really struggling mentally, and i really wanted someone to talk with and get to know, who wouldnt judge me. after a few days of us randomly @ eachother and talking, i realized what an amzing person you are. 
          
          we would get advice from one another, and comment on eachother's books, but other than that we were kinda just friends. then we got closer, and started to trust each other with more personal details, and next thing i knew i got a dm asking if we could call. 
          
          when i say my heart was racing. ive never had an online friend like you before, so i was so nervous. at the time it was around 9am, so i just had woken up, and didnt have time to get ready, and when i thought that you would judge as this was your first impression of me, you didnt. 
          
          there were many things  guessed about you, like how your voice sounded and how your eyes shined in the light. I guessed how your laugh sounded like, and all that imagining, and you still managed to surprise me. i remember how nervous i was to actually see your face, because i knew that you were fucking gorgeous (and i was right) and i thought that i should have dressed up more than my curly hair in a bun and my harry potter pajamas. 
          
          now that was a milestone for me. you changed my life after that call, and i am so happy because of it.
          
          after that, i just had to hear your voice again, so we scheduled another call...

preppypeyton

@whytemanswhore I know you said you weren’t good with words but that’s the best description of the way I feel for you. You changed me amber, you changed why I smile and who I smile for, you changed my outlook on the world. You are my everything, the apple in my eye, the peanut butter to my jelly, the Steve to my Bucky the wanda to my vision. You are everything to me, I love you.
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highonmarvel

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@babybluebumblebees JUST I FUCKING LOVE YOU
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@babybluebumblebees fuck me for seeing this so late and fuck me for being so god damn awful w words but, oh my god, honey, i don’t even know how to respond. i wish that i click describe how my world lights up when i think of you; the colours in the room pop and my heart beats so fast it would fly out of my chest had my ribs not keep it hostage. god, this is so shitty i’m just so overwhelmed and crying right now and i’m so frustrated that you won’t ever know how much i love you and appreciate you and admire you and just like any fucking positive like anything i can’t ever express-
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