qntoniee

I won’t be doing ff’s for a while.
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qntoniee

Am i the only one who genuenly feels like they can be never loved?
          
          I've never had a real kiss, holding hands or even really romantically talk to a boy.
          
          No boy has ever really shown interest to me.
          The only time they did, was to get with my "friends" (i dont have friends)
          
          
          I just feel like im the odd one out.
          And if i'm with my friends (trio)
          
          I feel like they're missing someone else, but im not the missing puzzle piece.
          
          
          Im just like..here.
          
          I'm not pretty, skinny or pale.
          
          I'm black plussize and too tall.
          
          All i do is starve myself, daydream and do my homework.
          
          I feel like im no value.
          
          Im just here.
          
          Wrong place, wrong moment.
          
          All the girls in my class are skinny or pretty or even both.
          
          I can't even achieve one of these things.
          
          I never really go out.
          Just for groceries or for school.
          
          I don't have any one else but myself and my hobbies.
          
          I have been stuck on social media so badly to the point that i need validation badly.
          
          I crave male validation so badly, that i get attached to any male that i see.
          
          But when i do have a crush, i never do something about it because i know that im not desired.
          
          No one wants me.
          
          I don't even know what to do.
          
          I dont wanna do sh or kms.
          
          I'm just here.
          
          Im just waiting until my time runs out naturally.
          
          
          

trisha_aka_nemo

@Sukunalight you know that's the greatest thing..I hope I can go back there either 
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trisha_aka_nemo

@qntoniee noh baby you will get a cute boy but make sure that he  too will treat you cutely 
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Sukunalight

@qntoniee I'm just a hopeless romantic 
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qntoniee

Any sunki lovers out here..? 

jollyforegoing

@qntoniee I am a little bit of both
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qntoniee

@jollyforegoing hmm.. Probably more jake-hoon. What about you?
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jollyforegoing

@qntoniee Yes. Are you a Jake-Hoon or a Hee-Jake lover?
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