i've been wanting to write, but life is just so hard rn ugh. i finally got a job, and it was good at first, but i slowly realized it's a toxic workplace and my boss is super rude/patronizing towards me every single day. i've been trying to find something else before i can comfortably leave this place. it sucks because by the time i get home, i'm super drained and i physically can't do anything productive. ;_;