You don't have to respond, or even READ all of this, but I just wanted to tell you that you're one of the only people that I stay alive for. Thank you for being such a great friend to me, and I'm sorry if I get too emotional or too obnoxious/paranoid. You're really important to me, and I just hope you know I cherish our friendship more than I can ever explain. You're a kind person. I don't know why you stick around, but I appreciate it nonetheless. I hope we stay friends for a long time, and if not that's okay too. Thank you for being there, being an idiot with me.
I'm sorry if I've ever upset you or made you uncomfortable. I don't know when to stop, that's always been an issue of mine. But just know, when I say I'm here for you, I mean it. I may not act like I care, but I care a lot.