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YOU LIKE WHY DON’T WE *le gasp*

Read every single word, I’m sorry you felt all this pain for so long, I’m sorry you had to keep it in. I’m sorry you spent a lot of time making other people smile while you couldn’t even do it for yourself, I’m sorry that the most important people in your life left you dying alone. I wish I could’ve done more for you as ur friend before, like u said, you were too good in hiding it. And ik I’m not a very close friend but I’m sorry i had no clue you were in more pain than I thought you did. I hope you and your grandpa have both smiles on your faces rn, no pain and suffering. I know u won’t see this but I genuinely don’t care, it’s never too late to wanna say what you want to say, I hope you’re happy now. love you
          
          -Shan
          

when you said you were okay, when you said we'd be okay, why didn't you tell me all of it was a lie?

To the most wonderful panda oldie , 
          
          I know I know keep saying you're not a panda . 
          But you filled my heart with all warmth ceddie . 
          Typos still love me a lot but you know I love you more than those  .
          
          I know you are not here to read all that I say and write but  I still want to say so I believe you're happy now .. 
          I don't want to cry because you loved to see everyone smile. 
          You're not attention seeker ever neither you're a trouble . I've always wanted to make you feel special I'm glad we resolved our issues and talked over . 
          
          There's so much to say so much from bday to our silly talks.  Your secret confession and my irritating mood swings. 
          And I won't forget I remember your bday and what we promised.  . It'll be hard for me but I'll fulfill my promise to you. Ceddie ... I'll try not to miss you because I'll never forget you .
          Thank you for everything my panda 
          
          - your Hana bear

I can't stop .. crying... 
          Why you kept it in your small precious heart? Why you didn't open up? I knew.. I asked you.. but..
          Fluffy... I miss you so badly .. 
          I still can't believe.. I don't want to believe.. 

¶¶¶¶¶ pav's thread for her cedric diggory ¶¶¶¶¶

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