rayluvsleafs

summer vacation has officially started!!
          i found a summer job too at a nearby amusement park!!
          i should be able to update stories more often now!!
          however at the same time i am still unsure! 
          not only do i have a summer job but i have failed two of my exams meaning it would be better if i studied during break! 
          soooo we’ll just have to see what happens! 

everyday at random times my mind slowly wanders off and makes me think about how to come out to my mom as trans as it slowly makes me think about her reaction and how i don’t think she’d be accepting which causing me to go into another state of depression which then makes me remember the past and all the friends that i’ve lost over the years either due to them committing or because i made a small mistake which then makes me realize that i’ve been wasting time and could be working on my homework so then I go to do it only to remember that my teacher doesn’t now how to fucking teach which makes me cry because I won’t be able to get a good gpa by the time I’m supposed to graduate so I won’t be able to go to collage and get my dream job or even a decent job so i really will be ending up living in my bff’s garbage can in her backyard hopefully rent free

I wish I could have all my current hyperfixtions as my pfp at the same time. Like, wouldn’t it be cool if I had sakura, genya, nurse bendy and Astro as my pfp⁉️(｡•́︿•̀｡)

Holy meatballs. I used to be obsessed with reading crossdresser reader and/or male reader books on Wattpad “for fun” but I am just realizing that those may have been my trans awakening 

I’m still rlly rlly sick for some reason, I’ve got something I need to present to my English teacher tomorrow AND since I am in my school’s theater tech class I’ve got to help take part in a Christmas concert  ive got rehearsals Tuesday/Wednesday during school and the real thing Wednesday/Thursday at night…100% asking my mom to stay home Friday..  

I have been sick throughout ALL thanksgiving break  thanksgiving night I had a seizure in my sleep and bit my tongue rlly hard!! I haven’t been eating much since then and have just been sleeping 

hows the tawog x reader lovesick oneshots goinh...heh...better get grinding!! also OSC FAN SPOTTED IN ITS NATURAL HABITATTT

Okay! I’ve decided, since I’m a sophomore now, imma try and do well in school (since junior year is supposed to be the hardest) and I’m going to try and update my HxH x mitsuri reader every Saturday or Sunday! It’s also going to be getting a new cover and playlist like my recent ones 

So I was writing a descendants x reader book and I just finished watching descendants: the rise of red and I think I’ve gotta scrap it now  
          
          The reader was originally going to be the queen of hearts child 

OMG DUDES I WAS FORGETEN I’VE BEEN GOING TI ART CLUB EVERY TUESDAY AND THURSDAY SINCE THE THIRD WEEK IF SCHOOL AND SOMEHOW THEY DONE FORGOT ABOUT ME TODAY