red_cookie00

! NEW BOOK ALERT !
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/276405670

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The pressure on my chest is almost heavier than the weight I hold on my shoulders. 
          The memories make my heart hurt.
          The demons hold me captive, their voices are deafening. 
          I'm not alone, yet I feel it. 
          I am loved, yet I'm numb to it.
          Paranoia makes me question it all. 
          Hope increases the disappointment. 
          Any reasoning gets left behind. 
          Fear and embarrassment isolate me. 
          
          I never chose this ride of terror, it does not amuse me in the slightest bit. 
          I must learn to take control; not let it drive me into the abyss.
          Take the wheel, take a breath, and collect the tears as I make my way through this circus of Life.

red_cookie00

I've officially had this account for three years, guys... Thank you for all your support! I know I have just kind of been out of it the last couple years and I'm so sorry for not living up to the promises I've made on getting active more often but there's just so much crap going on or there was depending on the time.  I mean, really... It's just life. Cant always control it. But the ones who vote and comment and post on my board? Yall are the ones who keep me going. The ones who actually and continuously read my stuff! Anyone and everyone on here, im so thankful because if it wasnt for you guys i would have given up a long time ago. Hope everything is well with you guys! Have a great day/night wherever you are.