-r e n a e-

merry christmas i crashed my car ✌️

HEY BITCHES I UPDATED!!!
          Been a year and it’s a shorter chapter, but it’s Done and I wanted to get at least something out before I go crazy. 
          
          There’s a short Life Update at the end, but I may post a longer one in a few days (if i don’t, send complaints to my boss idk)
          
          Before I bore you with my waffling, I just wanna say thank you to anyone who’s still here or who has waited this long for an update. I appreciate you guys so much. 
          
          Go wild :)
          - Renae
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1223178350?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=renisnotaghost&wp_originator=%2FidnCqdCUmgPVvb2S1WMSXln2QhNPrHzUAyx1HfnbHR6NOt8vYrDBhdaE6ggek%2BfwAs79TxWMLnCYEFezExhbaaLiYW1C6lePe6R2w7Ffu8O1Mumn2j1G4MKNUx4v1h8

Hi you wonderful humans, I’m not dead! I’m actually pretty good for once aside from hELLA school stress (which is the main reason I haven’t been able to write like I want to rip)
          I might post some sort of “official” update later since i’m literally in class at the moment, but I’ve honestly really missed everyone. 
          
          Talk later, you fuckers are SO loved
          -Renae

yo what’s up with the wattpad app? it seems to be getting shittier with every update :/

does gerard know he is rosy to us?

y'all I was Pool Boy at Emo Nite last friday and I looked dead as fuhk :)

they played sister to sleep tonight
          if anyone cares

Hopefully by the end of the day I’ll have my chapter in my tag book posted about the mcr show and the tattoo :)
          also to the people who have tagged me, I’m also working on that, don’t worry  
          
          I may also just post one long one about the tattoo because I don’t want to take away from either the show or the tattoo by making everything too long. idk. i’m tired. 
          
          I guess this is a good time for a little update:
          I’m sitting in a little car next to my brother and his fiancée (gettin married this spring!) driving miles away from @melodiesofrain who I got to see yesterday. 
          It is a 9 hour drive.
          I’m so glad I have earbuds  
          
          I’m looking at getting a car soon! And a year from now hopefully Mel and I and some friends will be living together. 
          Exciting things are coming, frenz. 
          
          One last note: 
          If you’re reading this and still in your teens, if high school is kicking your ass and your mental health is down the garbage chute, I just wanna tell you that (as cliché as it sounds) things can get better. 
          I’m 20 now and yeah, I still get depressed as hell sometimes. It’s not fuckin easy by a long shot. That’s how clinical depression works. But meds, therapy, good friends, independence, it’s all helped so much. 
          And if you don’t think anyone else believes in you, I do. You’re more capable than you might believe. 
          
          Anyway I’ve waffled on for long enough. If you’re still reading, thanks  
          
          As always, lots of love ❤️ 
          - Renae

hi mom

oh yeah i have a tumblr now, mostly just random mcr shit
          same user as on here
          follow me, or don't i'm not your dad