There's something important I feel the need to tell you guys... I've been dealing with major blows on my self-esteem over the past few months. I no longer feel comfortable for a second in my own body, to the point where I've been inflicting self-harm and doing things that betray my lines of trust between almost everyone I know. I thought I was going to be able to ignore everything people said about me, and that there were many people out there who suffer way worse than I do. But this doesn't mean I shouldn't care about myself, and the same goes for everyone else who I've devoted myself to in order to ignore my doubts. My Wattpad has gotten harder and harder to maintain over the past few weeks with an incident I shall not go into much detail about, but I need to take a break from my schedule and focus on thinking about myself. I wish I could've told myself in the past that it's never narcissistic to take the smallest bit of care for yourself when everyone else does too.
I will keep writing, but please just know that I will not be doing weekly updates per se. Thank you everyone for your continued support, it really means the world to me and I really hope I'm saying this from my heart.
