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HEY POOKIE BEARS!!!!!
          
          
          Its been a while but wanted to LET YOU GUYS KNOW IM IN RECOVERY FOR MY EATING DISORDERR!!!!
          
          I've made sm progress and don't get me wrong its HARDDD but I've never been so proud of myself!!
          
          also I made my varsity volleyball team and im actually freaking the fuck out cus I HAVENT FELT SO AMAZING IN SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          also just wanted to let you know u look rly cute today 
          
          
          im gonna b more active 
          
          also I've been on my period for LITERALLY  2 weeks like BRUH can Mother Nature stfu like ik im not preggo babes. 
          
          anyways BYEEE
          
          -rosie !!!

ALSO RHIS IS BROOK JUST HAD A PEN NAME CHANGE

THEME

tw: ed
          
          LOVING MY NEW THEMME
          
          anyways guys im back and yep thats abt it.
          
          Anyways life update (im gonna go on a huge rant, pls don't hate me):: 
          
          So volleyball has been good. I've been a setter for as long as i can remember but my coach wants me as a Libero (i've got great defense and im 5'2"), and she decided to give my position to another girl on my team. (her name is Ally)
          Don't get me wrong, i loveee my teammates (even the ones who steel my position XO) but Ally is NOT GOOD AT ALL, but the coached LOVE her because she just has the THAT GIRL personality. Literally makes me wanna cry.. and i love Ally so much but it pisses me the fuck off and i kinda wish she didn't get on the team...IK ITS SO MEAN BUT IDEC ANYMORE XDXD
          
          enough about that !
          
          anyways I went to the doctor cus my weight has been dropping and apparently if i don't gain weight in the next week and a half im gonna have to go to a hospital....we love that  </3
          
          also according to the doctor (in her words):  "If you continue not eating during your dEvElOpMeNt years, and your pErIoD does not return soon, u could possibly become infertile and have severe organ damage, sO yOu nEed tO gEt yOuR dUcKs iN oRdEr."
          
          I was like 'what the fawk?' 
          
          But now my mom is having a mental breakdown and she's CONSTANTLY feeding me...which is super sweet, but i've had 3 panic attacks BC OF FOOD in the past 48 hrs. 
          
          Honestly wattpad's a safe place for me, and i wanna be back <33
          
          LOVE U GUYS
          
          xoxo,
          
          rosie

hey y'all 
          
          how are u guys?

Hi Rosie, I don’t know if you remember me, but it’s Abby. I used to be -stxrryskies- and I left about a year ago. I’m back now, for a little while at least

hey bae! it’s been a while

{TW: ED}
          
          having to choose between ur sport and ur eating disorder hits different.....
          
          if u get it, u get it-

ilysm rosie you're amazing and worth it and don't let anyone tell you otherwise

{TW: ED}
          
          hi guys just wanted to come on here and talk for a bit about life lately. 
          
          so i developed an eating disorder :-D
          fun right-
          it's actually quite horrible
          
          with that aside, school started a couple weeks ago and i've got sooooo much homework im dying.
          sometime's i feel like giving up.... like what's the point? im not happy, all i do all day is go to school for 8 hours, come home, do hours of homework, then go to bed (not to mention my other stresses)
          
          i just wish....i just wish i could sit down and eat something without throwing it up then crying for hours after.... 
          or even just having the guts to eat something...cus when i do the guilt destroys me....
          
          or go somewhere w friends
          
          or have someone to talk to....
          
          but i don't know how to fix myself so....sorry if this is too much i just really needed to get that out :/
          
          
          
          
          love u guys
          
          -rosie