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@bringawar           i would feel more inclined to if you hadn’t thrown him towards my direction and to the wall.

@lacrymosas    it  doesn’t?  surprising.   [   sae  clicks  her  tongue,  sarcasm  rather  evident  as  she’s  quick  to  settle  in  the  seat.  sleeves  lifting  to  reveal  a  rather  daunting  cut,  but  one  that  shouldn’t  be  investigated  further  by  questions.   ]   can  you  bandage  this?  you  don’t  need  to  do  much,  just  for  this  to  stop  bleeding. 

that doesn't usually happen.   [ a lie,   of course.   it wouldn't be gotham general if there wasn't a least one patient causing a commotion every day.   with a gloved hand,   she motions the stranger to follow her to an unoccupied chair and draws the cubicle curtains shut for privacy. ]   what exactly am i looking at?

@lacrymosas          i would say through the entire duration of that little showdown you had with your client.   troubling evening?      [    sae inquires,   finally moving towards the surgeon as she makes her way past the nurses and injured.    ]      unfortunately,   i got into a little scuffle with a client myself.   i was wondering if you could patch me up? 

@myvampyr   it’s  natural  enough.

no need,  it should be natural.

@myvampyr   i  really  try  especially  when  it’s  with  you.

@midnightdrcary    the  clothes,  i  doubt  anyone  would  find  your  complexion  odd  considering  others  like  to  paint  their  face  with  clown  makeup.   [   a  small  laugh  escapes,  eyes  narrowing  as  saeyori  thought  for  a  moment.   ]   i  have  some  wonderful  connections  to  the  hospital,  then  you  don’t  have  to  concern  yourself  with  morals  and  if  you  don’t  have  much  of  an  appetite  for  murder.

(  two weeks.  give or take,  if he could remember clearly.   when he was freshly turned, he used to hope he might starve himself back to death.  those attempts only ended in bloodier results.  still, he was never a fan of feeding.  it was always gnarly and dehumanising.  the scrape of humanity he’d like to have left.  )  thank you.  (  he let his breath out, opening his eyes, now back to their warm brown instead of the pitch black.  )   stick out because of the clothes or because i look dead?  (  he shook his head in disbelieving amusement.  what a thing to propose.  )  oh, really?   you’ve got any contacts in your funny city who fancy a little transfusion?

@midnightdrcary    two  weeks?   [   she  reiterates,  although  it  seemed  that  she  was  rather  surprised  by  the  answer.  rather  unaware  of  the  self-restraint  that  the  vampire  had,  a  trait  of  which  saeyori  lacked  nowadays.   ]   well,  I  suppose  since  you  asked  so  kindly.  it  would  be  rude  for  me  to  not  return  the  gesture.   [   the  woman  brushes  forward  her  hair,  covering  the  nape  of  her  neck  as  she  soon  sits  straight.  posture  perfect;  as  sae  was  taught.   ]   however,  if  you’re  so  hungry,  i  would  generously  offer  you  the  chance  to  feed.  of  course,  it  would  be  away  from  these  prying  eyes.   [   lips  press  together,   ]   it  must  be  your  fashion,  you  stick  out  like  a  sore  thumb.

/⠀that’s kinda hot

@bloodlett     /    cannibalism 

/⠀like, vore or cannibalism ?

@suqernova  you're fine.  [  it was a simple thing to say,  but saeyori wasn't sure on how else to reassure kamira.  ]

@saetorial 
            
            I  was  just—  just  rambling  is  all.  [  kamira  turns  her  face  away,  pressing  her  eyes  shut  tight  together.   ]  

@suqernova   and  what’s  wrong  with  that?  everyone  always  let  their  thoughts  run  loose  every  once  in  awhile.  [  her  own  cheeks  flush,  but  rather  than  having  the  handy  skill  of  not  being  able  to  blush  easily.  saeyori,  in  fact,  has  her  cheeks  reddening  immediately.  ]

@suqernova  that's easier said than done.  besides,  who really said that i need much help anyways?  i'm perfectly capable of handling and protecting myself,  you of all people should know.

@saetorial 
            
            Saeyori  you’ve  given  them  more  than  enough  reason  to  want  you  dead.  But  I  won’t  let  them  do  anything  to  you  and  I  won’t  let  you  do  anything  to  them.  

@suqernova   why  wouldn’t  i  return  the  favour?  considering  many  of  them  want  me  dead,  with  or  without  the  knowledge  of  my  identity.

@suqernova  why would i join that team of heroes?  [  the anti hero would merely scoff at the idea,  ]  i'm not here to play friends,  you of all people should understand.  be aware of the fact that your little family would never welcome me,  rightfully so.  [  saeyori shakes her head,  ]  i'm not looking for redemption.  neither are they looking for it for me either.

@saetorial 
            
            
            [  a  flutter  of  her  heart.  even  the  slightest  rough  morphs  kamiras  senses  into  specks  of   lightning  bolts,  dancing  in  a  growing  storm.  ]    I— I  do  not  let  them.  I  just  want  you  to  come  back.  To  join  us  again.  The  titans,  the  team  as  reformed.  I  know  you’d  feel  unwelcome  but   I  could  convince  them— 

@suqernova   [  she  pauses,  ]  and  yet  you  let  them  run  their  mouths  wildly  about  me.  [  sae's  grip  tightens  slightly,  a  small  change  in  her  movement  but  it  was  chilling  to  know  of  her  obvious  displeasure.  ]  i  understand.

@suqernova  [  she always knew of kamira's strength,  that no matter what red herring would do,  supernova would always be in her way.  except that kamira will always have the upper hand in strength,  in power alone.  as the anti hero is pushed to the wall,  saeyori would outwardly wince as the back of her head hits the bricks behind her.  how human of her to bleed,  if that wasn't the reminder of her humanity,  a reminder that she would always be weak.  ]  you of all people know what it's like to be cruel,  how to be cruel.  don't come to me asking me to seek for redemption,  when you're not much different then i am.  [  she heaves in a breath,  a familiar ringing in her ear as dark eyes train on the person she held dear.  but tonight,  all she felt was the cold and damp environment around the two.  ]  i'm sorry as well.  [  whether it be to reference her previous statement,  or the fact that she wouldn't change,  or maybe the fact that she never intends on being better.  the ravenette kneels down in front of kamira,  a hand going to lightly wipe away the tears and that despite both parties shared words meant to sting,  saeyori would still gravitate to supernova,  shielding her from the darker aspects of the world as much as she could.  ]  

@saetorial 
            
            [  kamira  isn’t  even  aware  that  she’s  moved.  but  the  next  thing  she  knows  she’s  pushed  saeyori  up  against  the  wall  and  everything  in  her  line  of  sight  is  tinted  red.  her  chest  heaves  with  heavy  breaths  and  her  throat  constricts.  tears  fall  like  stars  on  her  cheeks.    something  faint  sparks  in  her  memory.  when  the  generals  would  make  her  fight  with  all  the  vitriol  she  has  now.  kamira  blinks  hot  drops  away,  staring  into  the  features  shes  always  held  love  for.  images  flash  into  her  mind. images  of  her  breaking  the  limbs  of  all  of  the  other  soldiers,  of..  oh  wait,  she  can’t  remember  their  faces.  nor  their  names.  but  sometimes  they  called  to  her.  sometimes  she  can  see  the  white  gaps  if  their  smiles.  and  now  all  they  are  is  minuscule  particles  in  the  gaps  of  kamira’s  memory.  grains  of  sand,  absent  of  purpose,  only  meant  to  help  kill  a  star  as  she  killed  them.  to  birth  a  supernova.  kamira  can’t  help  herself,  she  drops  to  the  floor  on  her  knees.  ]   I’m  sorry.   I’m  so  sorry.  

@suqernova   in  fact,  i  haven’t  done  enough.  [  saeyori  spits  out  angrily,  despite  her  hand  being  held  tightly.  her  free  one  would  raise,  that  familiar  red  vapour  (  smoke  )  surrounds  it  until  she  sends  the  kryptonian  a  few  meters  away  from  her.  from  the  use  of  her  power,  she  goes  to  hold  her  head  momentarily.  a  flash  of  pain  running  through  her  system  as  her  core  continued  it’s  sudden  outburst  momentarily.  red  hues  flaring  quickly,  glowing  as  though  she  wasn’t  the  human  girl  she  was  five  years  ago  (  and  she  wasn’t  ).  however,  the  red  herring  is  swift  to  recover  from  a  frustrated  cry,  almost  as  though  she  was  having  a  tantrum  from  that  scream  although  it  was  really  from  the  anger  of  every  reminder  that  she  was  human.  ]  you  wouldn’t  understand  even  if  i  wrote  a  novel  out  for  you.  you  didn’t  get  taken  by  someone  who  didn’t  want  you  except  for  the  purpose  of  being  a  vessel!  of  course,  i  doubt  you  would  even  remember  if  someone  had  done  that  to  you,  pumping  you  with  metahuman  acids.  [  a  chilling  laugh  escapes,  a  smile  drawed  onto  her  lips.  oh,  she  had  truly  felt  like  she  had  gone  insane  this  time.  ]  it  might  be  better  if  you  just  returned  home,  oh!  [  a  mock  expression  of  shock  crosses  her  features,  ]  well  —  [  sae  doesn’t  bother  to  finish  her  sentence,  as  her  mind  continues  to  consume  her.  cut  for  a  cut,  bruise  for  a  bruise,  that  any  amount  of  pain  kamira  inflicts  she  would  do  it  by  ten  fold.  ]  i  wasn’t  aware  i  could  touch  such  a  nerve,  /  dear  /.

@lacrymosas      /   U CAN I MEANT LIKE I PROB WONT BE ON YHE ENTIRE TOME LMAO BIT ILL REPLY

/   AW  :((   I WAS JUST ABOUT TO DROP SOMETHING FROM HERE OR ZEE

@lacrymosas /   YEAH IM SURPRISED TOO BUT PROB WONT BE ACTIVE FOR THAT LONG ….