lei yu

i did it on purpose. i’m doing it on purpose. overworking myself 24/7 to avoid feeling, overthinking as much as i can, to be able to grow professionally, rationally. but i can’t seem to. i’m still the same, i’m not advancing at all, im staying in the same place, stagnating. im stuck. 
          
          im so fucking drained. i’m exhausted. 

also, soon a year with this acc <33

the worst part of the year hasn’t even started yet and im so fucking tired. 
          
          i feel like an empty bottle with the after-scent of smth that was once good. 
          
          i don’t feel like i’m anything anymore. i’m just existing, letting my body collect the precious seconds of life. that i’ll never live again. wasted. 
          
          
          
          

plz i wanna die 

Salut, merci beaucoup pour ton follow ! Ton compte est très beau ♡

I’M brOKen. 

uhhh... when i text you... normally, NORMALLY, i expect you to respond? wouldn’t it be the less to do? i mean-
          
          okay nvm lol. 

apologies are kind words coming when the worst is already done. apologies are words coming too late. 
          -me 

someone plz pick me up outta here im tired and sick of this life. 

trigger warning 
          
          bitches be like : “oh my god show me your wrists, baby, show them to me” bitch im not THAT dumb. it’s not like i know that the wrists are the number one target for other people to see if somebody se!f-h@rm or not. try somewhere else <33
          
          or just don’t try to search at all huh that’s a possibility too.