TheMuffinManDonut
hey, r u doing better nowadays?
scattereddarkmatter
scattereddarkmatter
My health is hot garbage, and doing things has been hard. But y'all probably don't want to hear about depressing stuff, why don't yeah see a cool thingy I did manage to do!
https://youtu.be/B_jB0iXXQIU
(I don't know if Wattpad likes links or not so if it doesn't work, search "Volltune music" and it should pop up)
It's a song cover, and my high pitched little voice is in it!
Shooting Star cover by Volltune Music on YouTube! I hope you enjoy me and my friend's cover <3
TheMuffinManDonut
@scattereddarkmatter you both sound absolutely amazing what oh my god. Genuinely love both your voices
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scattereddarkmatter
Yo guys I feel awful and was low key sobbing five minutes ago, if it's daytime for you can you pls send me happy supportive stuff? (And/or memes?) All of today sucked and I'm in so much pain and not even irresponsible amounts of pain killers can get rid of it. I can't go up any higher without being a total idiot.
Here's how I describe this stupid sickness.
So I have EDS, almost nothing in my body works the way it's supposed to. And suddenly someone turned the mouse sensitivity up to a billion, except for instead of a mouse, it's my pain receptors.
Basically, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
And in pain. Lots and lots of pain. :/
I feel kind of bad for dropping this crap on all of you but I was going stir crazy and I actually trust you guys so now I'm making you all feel bad for me and I'll just farm your positivity so that I feel good enough emotionally to go to sleep. <3 A fool proof scheme if I do say so myself.
If y'all could just give the poison in my blood the middle finger that'd be chill. (Don't actually do that my mom might freak if I'm around and all my notifs are middle finger emojis. That'd be awkward.)
(I'm still sad.)
I'm gonna go watch Techno cyber bully Lukas for twelve hours.
Farcraft99
@scattereddarkmatter it's up to you if you want to seek my shitty support, my discord is open in my bio although I'm unsure if it's actually accessable now that you need to share a server or be friends with someone to send a private message. Is there a public server you have open? I might have seen it just don't remember...
scattereddarkmatter
It sounds super scary, especially through text, but I will be fiiiine.
If you ask I'll totally tell you, but I'm separate messages. The last thing I want is to have people with health anxiety, or anyone really, to panic because they're worried that I'm gonna die like Techno. (That's not even close to a threat. This is waaaay less serious <3. Panic warps your mind, man) anyway, it's not bad, I just feel terrible.
scattereddarkmatter
@Farcraft99 it's totally fine! Everyone could use a little emotional pep talk once in a while. The situation is much worse now, but it's nice to know that there are people who care about me <3 (Also, you're not gonna be late about this anymore, so don't even worry about it
scattereddarkmatter
Hi! I'm back. Long story short, Techno passed away, and I took a break, and then when I tried to come back my entire life started falling apart so completely that it was almost majestic, then I was really sick, then I was behind in school because I was really sick, then I got really sick again just when I had recovered from the previous one. And now I'm still sick and my life is still collapsing in on itself. :/
But I'm back anyway!
I have my oneshot collection, and I suggest you check that out, I just posted a new one!
Also, to everyone who followed me for New Plans (aka: everyone), I'm really sorry!!! I promised I'd do more soon and then everything went insane for me and I didn't! So, sorry! I can't guarantee a new one soon, but it'll probably be kind of soon!
Thank you all for being so supportive, and understanding and nice! <3 love you all!
Pillopuppy
Welcome back, mate. If you run out of ideas, we still have that chat. (Re-read New Plans while you were gone, never gets old lol)
scattereddarkmatter
Fun fact, everything has a smell!
My sense of smell as almost non-existent so I didn't know this until today when I had an extensive talk with my family about how things have a smell. Like cold;
COLD SHOULDN'T HAVE A DUCKING SMELL IT'S LITERALLY JUST A LACK OF HEAT.
*Clears throat*
Not that it matters, but someone compared a lack of smell to being colorblind, and now I feel like Gogy
Angel-Madoka-kaname
@scattereddarkmatter Sorry this is a hella late reply. But I know that sent blindness is a thing. It wasn't in the context of the actually sent blindness but a funny match with the fact that "sent blind" as in the word sounded funny in this context./nm
scattereddarkmatter
Scent blindness is technically a different thing... That I also have :/ scent blindness means that you can't tell the difference between smells and often get them mixed up
scattereddarkmatter
So I wrote a short story with my own characters and I'm publishing it. Tell me what y'all think! <3
It takes place in a Roman colosseum.
scattereddarkmatter
Hallo!!!
New Plans has a new chapter!
Pls go read it's muy importante
scattereddarkmatter
I got bored of your typical Ghost and Royal aus so I got creative...
I've got some I've oneshots that are pretty random, anyone interested? One I'm writing right now is one where Tubbo is stuck in a time loop.
Andrewthewhaleguy
someone- once- had s** with a bird.
someone- once- had s** with a goat
someone- once- had s** with a raccoon
okay yeah thats it thats the comment