secretlyyxurs37

Hello my loves! 
          	
          	Sorry for being a little MIA! 
          	If you all don’t know bc i don’t rmb if i shared this, but im graduating a semester early! So I graduate this December instead of in May of ‘25! Along wit this, it has been a very hectic few months! I’ve been straight up going to school, coming home, and doing more school. Then I’m fulfilling orders for my business, babysitting, and applying for new jobs! So it’s been a lot! It’s been a little hard the past three months however bc I’ve been going thru a depression… I lost a friend recently, and lost smb whom I loved yet decided I wasn’t enough for them… I was in the hospital for some life altering injuries, and I was not physically or mentally okay! I told a few of yall that I would be posting new parts to Fatal Desires a while ago and I never did to which I apologize for that!  But summer is around the corner for me and I hope to be able to find some time to update and maybe write some new stories for you guys! I’m here now! I’m healing, and I’m ready to get back to doing what I love which is writing for you guys! 
          	
          	Again, I apologize for my absence but I’m so incredibly grateful for each and every one of you! 
          	
          	Thank you my loves! 
          	-S 

secretlyyxurs37

Hello my loves! 
          
          Sorry for being a little MIA! 
          If you all don’t know bc i don’t rmb if i shared this, but im graduating a semester early! So I graduate this December instead of in May of ‘25! Along wit this, it has been a very hectic few months! I’ve been straight up going to school, coming home, and doing more school. Then I’m fulfilling orders for my business, babysitting, and applying for new jobs! So it’s been a lot! It’s been a little hard the past three months however bc I’ve been going thru a depression… I lost a friend recently, and lost smb whom I loved yet decided I wasn’t enough for them… I was in the hospital for some life altering injuries, and I was not physically or mentally okay! I told a few of yall that I would be posting new parts to Fatal Desires a while ago and I never did to which I apologize for that!  But summer is around the corner for me and I hope to be able to find some time to update and maybe write some new stories for you guys! I’m here now! I’m healing, and I’m ready to get back to doing what I love which is writing for you guys! 
          
          Again, I apologize for my absence but I’m so incredibly grateful for each and every one of you! 
          
          Thank you my loves! 
          -S 

secretlyyxurs37

Hellooooo!!! 
          
          Sorry for being MIA! I thought I should just let you all know what’s been going on! 
          
          I’m back in school right now! On top of that, I am doing dual enrollment classes and my regular classes! 
          
          I got a job two months ago also so that’s been fun! And along with that! I’m working to get my car fixed soon! 
          
          I will continue to finish and write my on going stories as you all are important to me and I would never leave you hanging! 
          
          I just ask you all give me a bit of time as my life has jus been so hectic! 
          
          Thank you my loves!! 
          
          -s <3

secretlyyxurs37

Question? 
          
          Should I submit one of my stories for the watty awards? 
          
          If yes, which one should I do? 

Erin08020

@secretlyyxurs37 yesssssss!!
            Personally the mafia don was my fave ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️(probably my fave wattpad book ever!!!)
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proudmommieof2

@secretlyyxurs37  I loved the mafia don it was one of my favorite ones 
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secretlyyxurs37

Sorry for being MIA! 
          
          I’ve been celebrating my birthday and some family emergencies came up along the way! I am currently half way across the world from where I actually live and in a completely different time zone! 
          
          I do however leave back home tmr morning and I will start updating as soon as possible! 
          
          -S 

secretlyyxurs37

4/4
          
          But like I said, I need time. 
          
          There was a point where I dreamed of becoming a published author. A New York Times bestseller and everything! But now… I’ve grown up and I’ve made other realizations too! 
          
          I want to go into a pre-med program when I graduate high school and study art as well! But I’m not sure writing is the path I want to take anymore. 
          
          I will always love writing, and quite honestly, I don’t think I can ever fall out of love with it! I’ve just found so much inspiration and I have set goals and I want to achieve them! 
          
          I am forever grateful for this community here and on tiktok, and I will always be here! 
          
          My stories will always be up to read, and I will still finish editing them! My dms are always open on here and Instagram. My tiktok will still be running, and I may post here and there every once in a while. 
          
          And i will be back! When? I don’t know, but I know I will! 
          
          I love you all so much and thank you for it all! 
          
          -love, Sym <3 

secretlyyxurs37

@just_1mag1ne thank you! I wish the same for you! 
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just_1mag1ne

I’m so proud of you for sharing this I hope everything gets better and wish you the best love! Good luck <3
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secretlyyxurs37

3/4 
          
          Telling you all how much I love you won’t even begin to describe my feelings for this community. 
          
          Combined, I have over 17 thousand of you supporting me and pushing me forward and giving me tips. 
          
          Almost 400 thousand of you I have helped by giving you a world to escape to outside of this shitty reality of one we truly live in. 
          
          And i have even helped myself! 
          
          I have gained my confidence to grow and see my own potential outside of writing. Because of you all, I have been able to become more open in the world with meeting new people and all things else too! 
          
          Writing pulled me out of so many reading slumps. It helped me with my depression and anxiety! It helped me connect with others! And I’m so grateful for it all! 

secretlyyxurs37

2/… 
          
          I need time. A lot of it. 
          
          Right now I am dealing with a lot of things mentally, and physically. 
          
          School, a sport, friend and family, and my future and goals are pushing me to my limit and I have to draw a line to keep myself sane. 
          
          Over the next few months, you may notice a decline in my production of writing and content on here and tiktok, and that is purposeful. 
          
          My ongoing stories will be completed, and my next upcoming story will be my last. 
          
          But like I said, this is not a goodbye, neither is it forever. Right now I just need time to be able to achieve some of my long term goals because that is just me! Many people are different and can juggle it all, but I know I cannot. 
          
          I am so grateful for every single one of you! From just readers to my beginning supporters! It’s been almost two years since I’ve been on Wattpad and I have loved every single moment of it! 

secretlyyxurs37

This is not my goodbye! 
          
          This message will be split up into many parts btw… 
          
          Hello loves! I have some sad but important news for you all today.
          
          In the past week that I have taken off from writing, a lot of things have come to realization for me. 
          
          Currently, I am a sophomore in high school, with a dream of graduating early and dual enrolling for the next year and a half. 
          
          I have a dream to be able to get into my dream college, being able to afford my first car and get my first motorcycle. I dream of widening my bookshelf and having time to want to study and read more and work. 
          
          I am a lover of chaos and mis organization. But even I know my limits
          
          1/…

secretlyyxurs37

Good morning loves!
          
          I am informing you all today that as of now until I see fit, all stories and production of, will be put on pause. 
          
          I have recently hit a bump in my life that I pray no one should have to go through at my age or ever. 
          
          I will be back when I am ready and I am truly and deeply sorry for anyone who was looking forward to my updates. 
          
          As of now:
          All written and processing editing stories:
          The Mafia Don
          His Sweetest Delight 
          The Enemy of Trade 
          
          Ongoing stories: 
          How Strangers Fall in Love
          The Heart of The Heir 
          
          And upcoming stories: 
          Fatal Desires 
          
          Will be put on hold for a minimum of 1-2 weeks. 
          
          Again, I am sorry loves! 
          
          Live today! 
          
          -S