shiithuja

i miss bts sm but i could never stan them again but i miss them sm they changed my life
          	i just listened to answer:love myself and i didnt cry to that song back when i stanned them but i cried like a baby just now

shiithuja

@lgbtkv ive already stanned them once and i just fell out of love? they used to be my whole world and now idk.. i already know all there is to them and stanning them just means saying "hey im an army" but it isnt that simple? i cant say that to anyone who asks if i stan bts cause i dont love them anymore and i feel like im betraying them cause i moved on..
          	  this is dramatic omg but they made such a huge impact on me as a person
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lgbtkv

why can’t u
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shiithuja

i miss bts sm but i could never stan them again but i miss them sm they changed my life
          i just listened to answer:love myself and i didnt cry to that song back when i stanned them but i cried like a baby just now

shiithuja

@lgbtkv ive already stanned them once and i just fell out of love? they used to be my whole world and now idk.. i already know all there is to them and stanning them just means saying "hey im an army" but it isnt that simple? i cant say that to anyone who asks if i stan bts cause i dont love them anymore and i feel like im betraying them cause i moved on..
            this is dramatic omg but they made such a huge impact on me as a person
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lgbtkv

why can’t u
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shiithuja

JILIX 2KR JILIX 2KR JILIX 2KR I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED IT IM SCARED TO CLICK ON IT OMG??????? IF I WATCH IT THEN ITLL BE OVER I DONT WANNA WAIT FOR MORE JILIX INTERACTIONS WHAT DO I DOOOOO

shiithuja

NO ITS OVER????// its over? its cause pride month is over isnt it yall always do this i never get nice things fck
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shiithuja

SMALL ANIMAL FRIENDS?????/ YOURE GONNA DO THIS TO ME HWANG????? IM TEARING THE FCK UP IM NOT EVEN KIDDING
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shiithuja

STOP CALLING THEM SMALL ANIMALS IM GONNA CRY OVER THE IMAGERY THIS IS SO CUTE I CANT DEALWITH THIS
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shiithuja

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fuck newark

sookkshi

@shiithuja yes but u can talk to me lffff
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shiithuja

@sookkshi im jealous soo is it not obvious
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shiithuja

havent slept in like 30 hours and i have continuous classes from 2.30 pm to 7 pm <3 i could sleep rn if i wanted but meh ill take a shower and get ready and possibly pass out in class 
          honestly proud of myself tho i pulled an all nighter and studied my ass off and i think i aced my history exam

shiithuja

@TheLilacButterfly lilac my angel the loml my gorgoeus. idk what your definition of mature or responsible is but believe me when i say you ARE. you're mature with the things you say. never have i seen you say one thing out of line, you know exactly what to say and how to say it and i think only mature ppl know how to do that. you're literally 14 but i sometimes think you're 16 or something (LILAC omg you're 14 right??? or am i confused cause i literally feel like youre 16 cause of how you act send help) ive seen our friends share concerns or stories in the comment section gc and i always see you replying and saying stuff to make them feel valid and heard and safe. you've done it to me too, i feel the safest when you talk to me. you're just so responsible and mature like that and idk how you dont see it.
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shiithuja

@TheLilacButterfly no wait MATURE???????? im crying thank you for thinking that.. please dont say that lilac youre the most responsible and mature person i have met on this app! thank you for being so nice and good to me! i love you so much, you deserve the world!! (and btw idk if this matters but im getting my history exam result today and im sweating my ass off help)
            im sorry i didnt reply earlier lovey i didnt get the notification and i only just scrolled down my mb and saw this TT
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shiithuja

i get sad cause i feel fat most of the time but also get sad when ppl compare me to literal objects like sticks and straws i just want to be happy with myself f uck

shiithuja

@chansforgottensleep i wish the world worked like that too but it doesnt.. i just wish i didnt have any thoughts on my body. i wish my body simply didnt exist. i am so sorry baby you dont deserve that nobody deserves that.. youre body is gorgeous and dont let anyone who tells you otherwise into your head. youre the most beautiful human being to walk this earth and dont you ever forget it.
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chansforgottensleep

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@shiithuja shii baby I'm so sorry you have to go through all of that shitty stuff but I get it you know ? People fat shame me all the fucking time and it drops my self esteem to the very ground it's terrible and no one should go through all of that I'm so sorry love i hope this world was better to everyone equally without stereotypes and ideals
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