@shotgunsona
Oh dear stars...I went through my drafts and I rediscovered that one Doki Doki Literature Club reader insert fic I did 4 years ago 0_0
I feel quite fond of it since, and tender memories reprises when I think of it. It's still very much cringe all about...
Seriously. Not me dipping out because I was scares to face my fears... totally not me...
One more day until spring break
I'm also very excited to be finally continuing my fanfics. It's just so fun, but also very time consuming, and also hard since you have to think to make something actually cohesive. Anyways, I'm just very excited to have this break
Okay. Don't my how my reading lists are organized, and surely don't question the contents. I'm talking about my newfounded obsession with Hazbin Hotel. And kore specifically the un?popular ship signed {RadioApple} I'll be for sure indulging and spending my time on these fics I've found here. Let's pray and see what it will do to Mt health. Presumably my mental health, because I am going mental over this pair, assumingly because I spent an hour analyzing, rewatching, and writing an essay over a 2 minute long fan animatic--it was the most gorgeous I've ever seen. Ok have a goodnight. Or a good day and afternoon.
Shoot. I've just got back into reading Black Butler again recently and now I have the urge to write a fanfic about it. More specifically, a crossover fanfiction. I'm already so busy with other things so I probably won't start a whole fic--maybe a oneshot, since I really need to get it off my back (I swear!). The problem isbi don't really know which characters would fit well into the B.B world? At this point, I feel like a Jujutsu Kaisen x Black Butler is doing it for me. I'm sorry, I know; it's all Jujutsu Kaisen these days for me... But there's a reason!
I think I'll make a book for a collection of fanfiction concepts and ideas. Aight-i need some sleep haha.
Harem. I wonder why harem? I mean I get it it's your dream to be loved and valued and validated, so go ahead. No judgement on that, go ahead. I'm sick and bedridden currently but I want to make a ramble on this. In: Sona's ramblings
And then I realized I need to work on my fic. I can't >_<
I usually write on my computer but now I can't leave my bed without feeling s41tt7.
Okay, it's time for me to be honest with myself. Even though no one is going to see this, I need to let it out just so it can hit me.
Soon my break is going to end and I realized that I haven't used that free time efficiently. I also feel burnt out and unmotivated, and kind of worthless...
I know that some people are waiting for an update for Phantasmic. I even planned out all the character interactions, and development, and even how the story was going to go, I even have the next chapter all typed up but it doesn't feel satisfactory; it just feels like a waste. Some people really love how I started the story, but really, I just started the story it because I was bored and it wasn't supposed to be serious. At this point I want to revamp it and start all over, it's just that I don't have the right feeling for it right now. it was a lazy start I'll admit it. I started that story when I wasn't feeling confident at all--at my lowest point. Which is also why it feels so awkward to read. I'll keep the book up, but know that I won't be updating it anymore. Who knows, maybe I might pick up the idea again in the year.
Another thing I should change is the mindset I have about writing. I don't even have a big following here, but I still want to please people--it's just not good. The more I think about it I realize that it became more a chore to write--it's not, it's a hobby, and how I write is how I do it. For me coming up with ideas is easy, but trying to convey that through writing is pretty tough. But since then, I realized it wasn't so bad as long as I'm confident in myself, and i'm having fun. I hope to grow from this. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Currently I am on Choso brain rot and I need to get it out of my system, so yes. I am starting another fanfic. For the time being I'll be taking a break on my Yuji fanfic, since I haven't decided whether I want it to be a wholesome fluffy story or a slow-burning angst. Suggestions are open.
I love Choso. I LOVE Choso so much! And I love his brothers and the dynamic he has with them. Okay...maybe it's time for you to step aside, Rocinante?
Might write a fanfic for him just because there's barely any Choso content seen. I already have brianworms/ideas for him.
He's my favorite character, the best big brother, the best defenders, the most wholesome-!.!:!$——charqcyer in JJK and no one can convince me otherwise.
Yo thanks for voting, I really appreciate it
The urge to go into my notes and start typing up a story. The urge is strong... I want to do it so badly.
I've been having so much ideas and brainrot, but there just haven't been enough time and motivation for me to do so.
If you guys don't know, I do enjoy writing—I love it! But time always seems to slip by so fast when I do so, and that's not a good thing for me r-r
Updates for the works in my page:
Yuji-SxF Crossover: I have some stuff planned out for it, but it requires time.
Fischl-OP Crossover: I've already written awhile chapter (which was over 8 months ago, but I realized that I was only writing to reach a certain WC, and it wasn't satisfying)