hey, are you okay?
i know a strangers words might not help,
but your writing it super good. "you can hurt me, i don't care" was one of my first books i ever read on here, and I really loved it. you (along with other authors) inspired me to write some of my own books, Therefor I've been writing for about 5 months now (late july), I was looking at one of my own stories, and I realized that the name is really close to yours and I felt so bad T-T so just a disclaimer j wasn't trying to copy you lol
i never really comment on boards that much, but I just want to comment on yours to check how you're doing and reassure you that your writing it really good. I saw you deleted your whole message board, and I've contemplated writing this message, but i will because, as a fellow writer, personally, I don't like it when others critique me without asking first, and I'm pretty sure that the reason you deleted/unpublished your 2 stories and deleted your message board was because of people being really shitty and saying rude things about your writing, if I remember.
I loved "you can hurt me, I don't care", it was one of my favourite books I've actually read. your book and others were the thing that kept me reading fanfictions (and writing). I was looking at my followers list a few minutes ago and saw you while talking to my friend. You were one of my first followers, and I'd like to just say thank you ♡
I'm not telling you to republish/write new stories, but I just want to assure you that you really are talented at writing. I know my words might not mean anything to you, but unbiased opinions are nice to hear every once in a while, especially when it's kind <3
make sure to take care of yourself, be kind to yourself, and prioritize your health and safety, remember that :) have a good day! ♡