siviou

Y'know, as cringey as the dream smp era was back in 2021-2022, I really do miss those times.  I remember at that time in ramadhan i used to watch dream's first few manhut videos and it was such a bomb back then. And i liked watching sad-ist animations about the smp and getting into the fics and the fanarts + lore. For me, they were pretty nostalgic and I'm sad to see it all crashing down.
          	
          	If you haven't known already, Wilbur was exposed to being an abuser, techno passed away, dream was getting hate bombed, and that leads to the smp just kind of tumbling down a bit from what I've seen. Dream also stopped his manhut videos with his friends even though those were the only videos i was looking forward to. Dream smp fics didn't feel the same anymore, and alot of authors are just counting the days to delete them because of these dramas. I'll miss them, and i wish i could go back in time to experience the old days a little bit more.
          	
          	I knew about countryhumans 4 years ago, while they were pretty nostalgic too they didn't bring the same kind of warmth the dream smp had and i don't regret leaving the fandom since it is one of the darkest time in my life when i was there. I love marysue, i love what I'm making, but that doesn't mean i love the fandom too.
          	
          	Thanks for coming to my tedtalk, I'd love to hear your experiences in the dream smp fandom if you were ever there or the ch one.

Devynluvly

@siviou It's sad that some of the members are exposing as abusers and being problematic.
          	  
          	  I just miss watching Wilbur and Tommy's content where they make Minecraft mod videos on Tommy's channel and unfortunately the truth has been revealed.
          	  
          	  I, to be honest really love enjoying Tommy's content and wishing he wasn't problematic but there are rumors of people saying that he say a bunch of horrible things but I didn't believe it at first because I thought Tommy wouldn't do that and was afraid to admit the truth.
          	  
          	  But it hurts so much that the DSMP is falling apart because of the allegations of the members. Even though Dream has proof he's innocent but clearly people did not believe him and continue hate bombing him.
          	  
          	  Same as me to go back in time to experience more except the Fandom being a bit odd and weird.
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A_Peacock

Hey.
          Are you still active?

A_Peacock

@siviou :0 That'll be wonderful! We'll love to read your writings again because it's THAT mysterious and nice!!
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siviou

@A_Peacock thank you, hope you're doing well too :] i have a long break, i may try start writing again
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A_Peacock

@siviou Awee, I hope you're doing alright!
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Kaisdefleur

Hey, we haven’t talked much but do you know what happened to Lyn?

siviou

@Kaisdefleur It's nothing, good to know everything is alright then
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Kaisdefleur

@siviou sorry I’m asking too much! Don’t worry she’s alright! :)
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siviou

@Kaisdefleur You're kind of asking to a stranger in the internet - while they say I'm their role model and seemed to be a big fan i didn't know them until about a month ago & when they messaged me they didn't really respond to me so it stopped there; so no i haven't heard from them unfortunately - I'm sorry. I don't know who 'sulli' is so I'm not aware if that could be something worrying with a pfp like that. I hope they're okay, though. Maybe they're just taking a break? I don't always go to wattpad as well, i could go for weeks without touching it
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siviou

Y'know, as cringey as the dream smp era was back in 2021-2022, I really do miss those times.  I remember at that time in ramadhan i used to watch dream's first few manhut videos and it was such a bomb back then. And i liked watching sad-ist animations about the smp and getting into the fics and the fanarts + lore. For me, they were pretty nostalgic and I'm sad to see it all crashing down.
          
          If you haven't known already, Wilbur was exposed to being an abuser, techno passed away, dream was getting hate bombed, and that leads to the smp just kind of tumbling down a bit from what I've seen. Dream also stopped his manhut videos with his friends even though those were the only videos i was looking forward to. Dream smp fics didn't feel the same anymore, and alot of authors are just counting the days to delete them because of these dramas. I'll miss them, and i wish i could go back in time to experience the old days a little bit more.
          
          I knew about countryhumans 4 years ago, while they were pretty nostalgic too they didn't bring the same kind of warmth the dream smp had and i don't regret leaving the fandom since it is one of the darkest time in my life when i was there. I love marysue, i love what I'm making, but that doesn't mean i love the fandom too.
          
          Thanks for coming to my tedtalk, I'd love to hear your experiences in the dream smp fandom if you were ever there or the ch one.

Devynluvly

@siviou It's sad that some of the members are exposing as abusers and being problematic.
            
            I just miss watching Wilbur and Tommy's content where they make Minecraft mod videos on Tommy's channel and unfortunately the truth has been revealed.
            
            I, to be honest really love enjoying Tommy's content and wishing he wasn't problematic but there are rumors of people saying that he say a bunch of horrible things but I didn't believe it at first because I thought Tommy wouldn't do that and was afraid to admit the truth.
            
            But it hurts so much that the DSMP is falling apart because of the allegations of the members. Even though Dream has proof he's innocent but clearly people did not believe him and continue hate bombing him.
            
            Same as me to go back in time to experience more except the Fandom being a bit odd and weird.
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A_Peacock

Hey! I'm just checking in on you! ^^
          
          So, how are you doing these days?? Your writing is just so addictive!! I love "Mary Sue". You're one of my favourite authors here.
          
          I hope you're doing well

siviou

@A_Peacock  Hello! I'm doing alright, thank you for asking. I'm honored to be one of your favorite authors, writing marysue is pretty fun :] wishing you well too
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zeivlyn

hi !! 
          
           this is random, but thank you for saving the countryhuman fandom.
          
          no seriously, you have done a favor for all the sane people in this fandom.  you have no idea how angry i get when i read the most popular fan fictions, but they are total sh#t and never deserved any of the popularity. i absolutely despise ships and stereotypes, i was sobbing from joy when i found your account.
          
          your work saved me, literally. if it weren’t for you, i would have been the stupid b#tch who finds third reich hot and loved stereotypes. and my book would have been the same as the other flops on wattpad. you are my role model, i hope my book would change the fandom positively and  be as popular as yours <3 
          
          - sincerely, lyn ♡

siviou

@zeivlyn super sorry for the late reply, but im so flattered with your words?? thank you so much, i honestly didnt realize my book has impacted somebody since its supposed to be just a measly little rage book,, 
            
            I also have a word of advice, honestly i dont mind the ch books that are predictable or cliche, as long as you have fun writing it theres no stopping you. (while i may have expressed negatively about it, its just my opinion and i wouldnt go out of my way to read it, but i would never ever stop anyone from writing it) you're not a 'stupid bitch' for finding reich hot or love stereotypes as long as it doesn't hurt anybody and it makes you happy! Trust me when i say i had a phase wayy back and had a thing with reich too. I just grew out of it. If you want to write a book that doesn't include stuff i mentioned then thats great! But the point what i'm trying to say is if you still do want to include harmless stereotypes and those typical ch plots in your book then thats fine too :] I hope your book gets more views! If i have time I'll get to reviewing them (not sure when unfortunately, stuff has been happening)
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-ETERNELLE

Hiii!, just wanted to say love "Marry Sue". but i forgot the plot- since I got log out of my old acc, welp I guess i have to re-read, but I just wanted to ask was "Marry sue" Always name that or was there an old name- its bc I remember there was an old name for it or my mind is just playing tricks with me, and thank you for not Discontiuing it yet, the other decent, good idk ones are always Discontiued, or just doesnt even update anymore :<, anyways thats all and make sure to always take care of yourself and take your time writing<3 (Sorry if my grammar is bad or they're typos English is not my native language!) 

-ETERNELLE

@ siviou  awwhh, i'm so sorry that you got hacked before :( , but please don't rush writing "marry sue" Take your take writing it!, and always make sure to take care of yourself! (Love marry sue. that was so Random I sorry-) 
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siviou

@PearlyySelenophile oh yeah before marysue i can confirm it had a different name,, in 2019 to 2021 i had an old ch x reader book called "it's my fault", a hacker deleted my entire account and i made a fresh one (the account is this!) i wanted to try recreating my old ch book with the original name but i decided to scratch the whole plot and decided to do something else entirely, which centered around ch stereotypes and now it's called marysue :] thank you so much for the kind words,, I'll try updating to the best of my ability when i have time 
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FrostedThe_Sochuri

heyo!
          ngl I just wanted to say something in the conversations of one of my most favorite writers
          Since I've already typed in all of this, I might as well give you some words to motivate (or I think it can motivate ;v;)
          Your book 'Marysue' really changes my views positively on Countryhuman fanfics as it is different than most CH reader inserts. It makes my day knowing that the CH fanfic universe isn't doomed. 
          I just really want to say thank you for writing this one hell of a book and not discontinuing it yet. 
          Anyways, take your time writing. 
          i hope you like this little declaration of support :)

siviou

@FrostedThe_Sochuri your words mean alot! Thank you,, to be honest I've left the ch fandom long even before i made this book (which was almost two years ago) the book was made because of my outrage,, not alot of people read marysue anymore which kinda burnt me out but I'm happy to see people like you are still reading :]
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bra1nrots1lly

hellooooo, I just wanted to say that I really love your books, it changed my view on countryhumans lol, they are amazing and great and I also really like the stories that are inspired by you, that's all

siviou

@LOV3R_DOV3, thank you ! it means alot <3
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siviou

Alright fellas. I've waited for a week for the feedbacks and now i'll assume that nothing needs to be changed or criticized EXCEPT for small grammar mistakes. This is due to the fact that barely anyone gave feedbacks so that meant that all of you are satisfied with what marysue already offered - updates may be slow so bear with me

k0imatose

@siviou 
            also, LOVE the Dr. Ratio pfp aaaaa (≧∇≦)/
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k0imatose

@siviou 
            aight!! take ur time :)
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pink14444

@siviou Yayayay i'm very happy you're back to writing! don't worry bc i'll wait until you update!
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siviou

i had a unannounced hiatus on my books, mb for that it's just been rough lately but i don't think I'll discontinue them
          
          i haven't check marysue after i publish that chapter like months ago and i never wrote anything after that; i wish to hear any criticism the book has? maybe any plotholes, icks, annoying stuff, and anything else, i wanna see if i can change it up or maybe it better in the new chapters :] though please keep in mind to be constructive and not be blatantly rude

FrostedThe_Sochuri

I'll keep that in mind when I reread
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k0imatose

@siviou 
            OHH I SEE, AIGHT, NOTED!! AND YW :D
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siviou

@G0REG3OUS also something i forgot to mention, some countries hates yn because they're a human or any other reason already, for example japan and more i forgor
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