[cross-posted on YouTube]
Hi,
I’m going to cut to the chase.
I’m nowhere near happy writing Permatwist.
The series and AU itself holds a near and dear place in my heart and yet there’s way too many memories I have with it that I’d rather get rid of. Writing the book does nothing but stress me out because I’m procrastinating hard on it and yet I don’t want to finish it but i can’t just drop it again after getting people hyped for the work again.
I’ve never had a set ending for Permatwist, mostly because I don’t know *how* to end a story that’s made to continue onwards throughout the rest of the hermitcraft seasons. It didn’t sit well with me.
Hermitcraft hasn’t been something I’m hugely into anymore either; that just adds onto the anxiety. PT takes place so long ago now.
So, I’ve got a few options I’d like opinions on- all of which involve me removing the PT book from this account.
1. I remove the book from this account and I delete the fanfic off of Ao3, and I let somebody I trust and know from this community take over writing it. I thought about this before but didn’t have everything figured out. They’d be gaining full creative liberty minus the order the characters die in, the way they die, and the storyline relating to Grian as a watcher.
2. I remove the book from Wattpad and Ao3, and I leave it like that. It stays as a memory that just wasn’t deemed good enough to be put in wiring; however I will continue to make animations and art of it if I want to.
3. I remove the book [like said in the past two options] and instead I open an interactive via comments comic series for it. This would also be done on Tumblr with the main asking system being done through there.
Personally, I’m most favorable towards option two, as it still takes some of the bigger stresses off of me; but I’d like to hear from you guys too.