@ skyesuarts man, i hope i'm not too late and I still have the chance for you to see this.
I completely understand the sentiment, cuz I share it. Sometimes, life finally gets in the way and old hobbies are just not that enjoyable anymore. If it helps, I'm totally okay with waiting for you as long as you want to take, even if it takes years to regain that writing spark. Should that never happen-- then, oh well, it _was_ fun while it lasted.
All in all, I've always come to admire your work and I guess we are in amicable terms enough for me to add that you can reach out to me whenever you want. You are one talented writer and a pretty chill guy.