skywakkie

Hey everyone! I know I'm mostly inactive here, but I started a server on Discord for WLW, anyone who's transgender, bisexual, lesbian is welcome ❤️ 
          	
          	We can talk there, you can meet more people, you can spread the word and make new friends! Everyone is welcome :3
          	
          	https://discord.gg/UEGGfDPUq5

skywakkie

I just realized 300+ people unfollowed and I don't know if it's now or long ago lmao
          
          Anyways, farewell my dudes ❤️

move17

@skywakkie  ignore 300+ people..focus on 4.61k people's.
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SrustiPriyadarshini

@skywakkie just don't care ! Care 'bout us(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠). We love you and your stories Author Nim, (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
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LifeEcstasy

@skywakkie istg if it's now, then y'all are homophobic wtf
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skywakkie

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Turns out I've been a lesbian all this time, suffering from Comp Het (Compulsory Heterosexuality), which means that you've been forced upon the idea of men and women being the only possible way for them to coexist. I am so fucking thankful for Wattpad and showing me the LGBTQ side of things, getting to learn about my "bisexuality", and also having some women on here letting me experience that side of things. It feels brand new to realize men were never really something I liked in the first place and that it was just my mentality making me think like, "Yeah, I like men but I wouldn't mind getting down with a woman." When in reality it was my coping mechanism to not accept the fact that I was just into women and that's it.
          
          My whole life, I spent 7 whole years trying to find a man when I didn't even want one. I've been going back to different periods of my life where I've realized all the glances I gave to female friends, the "crushes" I had on some guys, the experiences I've had with women in general where I'm like, "No wonder I've been struggling to find someone for 7 fucking years." I am thankful for that one person on reddit that read my post and understood where I was coming from and told me about the Compulsory Heterosexuality thing. The moment I read the definition, I felt so connected to that.
          
          I grew up in a family that is very homophobic and tends to make comments nearly all the time attacking LGBTQ and gays in general. And it created the fear on me of accepting the fact that I just like women.
          
          And I am thankful to Emily Armstrong for existing, opening my eyes and making me question if I truly am bisexual. It feels so good to finally know what you truly are into, and see more possibilities into it than forcing yourself to have something you don't want.
          
          Thank you for coming to my pep-talk. Newbie Lesbian Bitch is out ❤️

Supramit9

@skywakkie I am sure that must have come like a relief for you. To understand yourself better. I am happy for you. But please don't make it your identity!! You are much more than your sexual orientation. 
            I mean people who are straight don't make their life about being straight.  ‍♀️
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skywakkie

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@VetVictoria // Knowing our society, I would probably have to. But I don't really care to be honest lmao I've grown to not give a fuck for a couple months now :3
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skywakkie

@Hex_rix // Thank you sweetheart ❤️ I'll love myself no matter what :3
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