
slan__
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trying to study but i cant concentrate because ive just been to the wake of my friends dad, who was rlly sick, and its just brought up a load of memories from when my dad was sick its not like my dad had a rlly high chance of dying or anything, it was actually quite small, but when a 11 year old gets told their dad has cancer, the first thing they will probably think is that he will die so it just kinda brought me back there and now i feel like shit, im so nic sick because i had to calm my nerves and im shaking bro