hi.
im sure we're all aware i have been extremely inactive recently! id like to apologize for my inactivity and how little updates im releasing on infatuation, etc. however, i think its time i get something off my chest and do something i've needed to do for a while.
im going to discontinue infatuation.
now, im well aware that many of you liked that fic, and many of you were so kind as to leave votes and comments on the chapters, something i thank you all for <333 genuinely, the support i received on that writing is something i cherished then, and still continue to cherish now. however, i have fallen out of love with the writing in that book, and the plot i had constructed for myself. you see, i wrote out and planned the rest of infatuation, as well as a sequel! but it would be dishonest to say i have the motivation to finish the rest of that work, considering how much i hate what i had done with my ideas. additionally, im already rewriting infatuation on AO3, and the conflicts between the old and the new revamped plot are killing me. i like my writing on the new infatuation fic, and having to go back and work on the older version that i am greatly ashamed of is difficult. the thought of having to write out the old plot plagues me every time i open this app, and not to mention, the guilt i feel.
i feel so guilty to have built an audience on the fic, only to abandon it and leave them all hanging.
but its time to move on and admit i have no drive to finish infatuation. my lack of motivation would only harm it more.
TLDR; infatuation is officially discontinued. i will mark it completed and move on.
thank you for reading if you read all of that, and i appreciate all the love you guys gave me on my writing.
words cannot describe how grateful i am for everything.
lots of love,
cheer :)
