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my mother is lana del rey‼️

I was in the winter of my life
And the men I met along the road were my only
summer
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and
laughing and crying with them
Three years down the line of being on an endless
world tour and my memories of them were the only
things that sustained me
And my only real happy times
I was a singer
Not a very popular one
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet
But upon an unfortunate series of events saw those
dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the
night sky
That I wished on over and over again, sparkling and
broken
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes
getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it
to know what true freedom is
When the people I used to know found out what I had
been doing how I had been living, they asked me why,
but there's no use in talking to people who have a
home
They have no idea what its like to seek safety in other
people
For home to be wherever you lie your head
I was always an unusual girl
My mother told me that I had a chameleon soul
No moral compass pointing due north
No fixed personality
Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as
wavering as the ocean
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way l'd
be lying
Because I was born to be the other woman
Who belonged to no one
Who belonged to everyone
Who had nothing
Who wanted everything
With a fire for every experience and an obsession for
freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't
even talk about it
And pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that
both dazzled and dizzied me
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