Jewls

I'm shy and awkward while being loud and outgoing at the same time.
Don't ask me how that works.
I like to write poetry, it's how I pass time, it's how I get my mind off things.
I know a lot of sad people in the world, and I know what grief feels like,
I'm just trying t get along, trying to get sleep, trying to stay alive,
I'm just trying to be me and stay me fr maybe an hour or maybe even two.
If you don't like me, think I'm too quiet, too shy, too out of the ordinary,
well fuck you. I am who I want to be.

I like loud screamo music and soft quiet love songs,
I like biting and warm hugs,
I don't like that I'm sad all the time but sometimes I stop seeing the point of being happy,
I don't like people but I dn't like being alone.

I breakdown maybe a little too much and a little too often
but I don't like to say I'm broken, I'm a person not a doll.
I may be a little rough around the edges but give me time and I will grow in your hands,
let me show you kindness and I will help you blossom.
I write too much for friends and not enough for myself,
but that's kind of the way I like it.
I'm generous and caring to a fault and it sometimes destroys me, 
but if you're still alive at the end of the day, that's all I care about.
Take care of yourselves, eat what you want, wear what you want, do what you want.
You'll always be beautiful to me.