gi

the urge to be crazy and ruin my life is Strong

the idea of college is so! scary!

waterparks wasnt number one on spotify wrapped and i feel like a new person (two of their songs were in my top 5 and they were third on my top 5 artists)

im going to cry when i hear joji

its been 3 years since i met my very best friend on here :')

hi i missed being softestwords so i changed my user back BUT ...
          
          i am a bit sad to say im not exactly in the parx fandom as much as i used to be. i still love their music and all but at the moment, awsten is genuinely not my favorite person rn and waterparks isnt my favorite band <3
          
          that being said i dont think im gonna make an effort to return to writing parx fics or even just any fics in general. its been on and off all year trying to come up with some grand idea or perfect motivation with absolutely no results. for that i do apologize for anyone who liked my fics enough to miss them
          
          im not taking down any of my fics but unless i randomly upload something new, this account is practically useless <3
          
          i have been considering writing a taylor swift fic based on the story of betty, august, and james, but thats just an idea and im not sure if ill act on it
          
          thank you all for reading i appreciate it

honestly living with no motivation for any part of my life but i miss writing a lot. its just been hard recently because i feel as though nothing is good enough. but maybe ill try to get back into it <3

ahhhhhhh hello

Peekaboo bitch 

coming back onto this account to promote this darling angel!!!! go check out this book its wonderful!!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/313058774