softkofi

Scratching my head because it's been over a year since I last posted a chapter of PGMD.
          	
          	Heh. Chappy 4 out now :P

657687v

@softkofi sorry it’s been like a week omg :facepalm: I’m doing pretty good tho!! How abt u?
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softkofi

@657687v what's up? :P
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softkofi

Scratching my head because it's been over a year since I last posted a chapter of PGMD.
          
          Heh. Chappy 4 out now :P

657687v

@softkofi sorry it’s been like a week omg :facepalm: I’m doing pretty good tho!! How abt u?
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softkofi

@657687v what's up? :P
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softkofi

The fact that HY is still getting reads confuses me because the cringeyness still haunts me to this day.
          
          And also, hey, I'm still alive! (Um, I've just been a ghost on here, scouring for fanfics)
          
          I know I said I may or may not write again but the fact is that I can't go a day without creating stories in my head, but I seriously have such a difficult time writing it out. It's my favorite torture :D
          
          More importantly, how are y'all doing?

softkofi

@657687v yes it has :) I'm looking forward to talking with you!
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657687v

@softkofi aaa, i love your energy :D thx so much— and no problem, writers gotta help each other (at least that’s what i wanna call this?). i like talking with you too and am glad you also want to have more conversations w me hehe
            this was rlly nice since it’s been been awhile too
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softkofi

@657687v oh my goodness, it took me such a long time to even reply because this message was so sweet and I was flattered and flustered and --- you get what I mean.
            
            I really appreciate your kind words, they mean a lot to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you. And you're right. Perfectionism could help me do my best but at the same time could lead me to my worst. It's a double-edged sword which needs balance. I want to try my best and take satisfaction in knowing that I put out work that others and I like.
            
            I'm really lucky to talk to people like you, positive and encouraging. You seem like an awesome and insightful person to get to know and be friends with! 
            I'd like to talk with you more, maybe shoot some ideas or talk about random stuff while I'm still ghosting around on Wattpad. Most people I know said "Vamanos!" but it's nice to see some are still around.
            
            Again, thank you and I'll keep your advice in mind ;D
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softkofi

Hey guys! I haven't posted here in a while but I'm just letting y'all know that I'm not going to be writing for a while or maybe at all (oops?) I liked writing back then but these days it seems like I'm pressuring myself to even though I actually want to write. It's just hard for me atm :/ 
          
          I only really started for fun cause I was excited to write a fanfic of my own and create my own plots. But as time passed, I just...kinda led myself to my demise with my own expectations (not to be dramatic). Anyway, I may or may not be back. It just depends if writing piques my interests again. 
          
          Btw, I'll be republishing all my fanfics (though I'm nowhere to finished with any of them) cause I still, even now, like some of them and enjoyed writing them at that time. 
          
          You can unfollow if you wish. And uh, sorry to disturb y'all with the excessive notifs! :(

Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi You're welcome and I'm glad to hear that sweetheart. And no worries, of course I'll still talk to you sweetheart, you're a great friend to speak with (◡ ω ◡)
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melineeen

@ softkofi  your welcome , I really liked talking to you and do this experience thanks to you for proposing it I really enjoyed it, I hope the better for you !
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softkofi

@Fois_D_Ciel thanks you for your sweet words, Fois! ^^ Right now, I feel a mixture of happiness and relief, maybe cause having to write isn't always on my mind anymore. I appreciate your support and just know I'm not vanishing off the face of the planet lol 
            It'll be nice to still talk to you :)
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softkofi

I forgot but what was the sky/how was it created in TOG again?
          
          I know Khun said something when Bam asked but I forgot ^^;

softkofi

@-VAINASA hm? (๑•﹏•)
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Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi (◡ ω ◡) yw hun
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softkofi

— i need a sip of inspiration tea and lil sample of motivation coffee.

softkofi

@Fois_D_Ciel Tysmmmm haha ꒰⌗´͈ ᵕ ॣ`͈⌗꒱৩
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Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi Here are your inspiration tea, motivation coffee and creativity cookies (人*´∀`)。*゚+ ((。・”・)oⅽ[ː̠̈ː̠̈ː̠̈] ͌☆~~旦o(・”・。)) ( ・ω・)⊃-[二二]
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softkofi

@Fois_D_Ciel yes please! Specifically creativity cookies ;P
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softkofi

I know this is late but I hope everyone had a merry Christmas or just happy holidays in general!! I'm not too active on here but I'm still alive sooo! xD
          
          Just a lil' psa: I've been working on a lotttt of drafts but it'll take me some time (a lot tbh) to edit them. I can't say when I will update next but just know that I'm actively working on them. 
          
          Hope you all are good. Please stay safe and take care of yourself and your loved ones! ツ

Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi (◡ ω ◡) Merry belated Christmas too hun (*´ω`*) Good luck with your drafts and don't forget to take care of yourself properly too, love you (*˘︶˘*).。*❤️❤️❤️
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UN-CIERRA-NTY

@softkofi Happy holidays to you as well :3! Take care of yourself too.
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softkofi

This is kind of an important statement. Due to a busy personal life, school, and a lack of inspiration, Pretty Girls Must Die and Oui are on hold. When will I continue writing them? I don't know, probably when I get inspo again.
          
          Heaven's Yeouiju is probably on hold as well. It frustrates me but I feel like I have to rewrite the whole thing again because while I do like it, I'm just not satisfied. I'm sorry.
          
          For now, I will be focusing on Heaven's Yeouju and rewriting it. I hope to finish that book before resuming the others. I plan to do bulk (2-4 chapters) updates around the end of every month or so (no promises) rather than once a week updates because as you know, it doesn't work out with me and my schedule nowadays. Or I might just write a season then publish it. Either one.
          
          Please note that this is not an act of procrastination. I've been actively trying to write a chapter of PGMD for weeks now and have multiple versions but they are just not up to par. Additionally, I just don't have free time like I did in the summer now that school is around.
          
          I feel bad that I may disappoint some readers and I'm truly sorry. I hate doing these kinds of things but I have no choice. Again, I'm really sorry. If you're disappointed and maybe frustated, I am too. In the meantime, I'll do my best to write these chapters in the available time I have.
          
          I hope you all have a nice day/night and stay safe. And if you're interested, send me a chat once in a while. It kinda gets lonely on here haha and I'm too scared to message anyone. I swear I'm not too much of an awkward person. 
          
          Thank you, if you decide to keep up with my spontaneousness, and have a nice day/night.

lexi_lovez

@softkofi your more important then these books anyways, so take care
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khunsama

@softkofi there's absolutely no need to feel bad! your irl life should take priority+ it's not that uncommon to have a writer's block. take some time and do things at your own pace, I'm sure everyone will happily wait for your return<3
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Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi relatable... School takes up a lot of time and definitely lots of stress :v Either way it is your decision, and I hope that you enjoy writing your story so that you don't add more stress, so just take your time to do it (*´ω`*) Good luck with school, have a nice day/night ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧ 
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softkofi

:') Sorry for not updating in a while, especially PGMD** Every time I write the next chapter, it just doesn't come out good enough...
          
          Hope y'all are doing fine though!

softkofi

@Fois_D_Ciel thank you for messaging me! I hope to try my best...
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Fois_D_Ciel

@softkofi dun wori hun (*´ω`*) we all feel like det from time to time. It's actually pretty rare for me to be like... Satisfied with my own writing :v and in the future I realize a few certain things that could've gone better another way and such. So just take your time and enjoy writing (人*´∀`)。*゚+
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UN-CIERRA-NTY

@softkofi np np, bye bye take care ùwú
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