abandoned account.

Alright instead of giving you all shitty lyrics I'm instead just gonna do something I've almost never done on Wattpad. Explain. So sit down and get comfy. Cause this is a long story. For a long time now I've tried to become a real author. I tried to make stories about a lot of things as you can guess. Every single franchise I've ever been in I've made a story for it. And all of them were terrible. Simple as that. It didn't matter what people thought to me. It didn't matter wether people liked them or hated them. What mattered is what I thought of them. And I hated them. They all had poor writing, terrible attempts at humor, story that overcomplicates itself. So I gave up. And then later I tried again. And the same thing happened. I wrote, I hated, I deleted, I quit. Then one day I decided to make actual lore to my account. It would be a really ambitious thing. Too ambitious. I was in over my head. I complicated things, I made stuff that tried too hard to be "deep and so emotional and dark." But this time I didn't stop when I was hating it. I kept pushing and kept trying to make it work. I gave up and tried to come back a ton. But there was no denying that my heart and soul were not in it. So I gave up on the lore. I tried to make some more stuff mainly FNF stuff. Which all didn't go over well, I tried posting on Reddit, got banned from Reddit. Tried coming back to Wattpad, didn't go well until I got back to Reddit where I tried one last time. It didn't work out. I kept trying to make something I just flat out didn't like and didn't want to be a part of. I viewed myself as a failure. I tried for years to be an author and yet it didn't work. I tried multiple times to remake stories make stories better or something but I just hated what I did. I hated it all. So I silently quit. I posted to my stories once in a blue moon but I stopped updating as much and stopped posting at all. I have since been doing better, posting stuff I actually like on Reddit. So yeah.  Goodbye.