Ash

*it’s been 84 years*
          
          So like, hi lol
          I just wrote up a huge post and accidentally swiped it away *eye roll*
          
          So, in short, my husband left me, and I’m in a maybe-permanent separation from him and a very-permanent separation from our previously shared partner. 
          
          My emotions are…big.
          
          The heartbreak calls my name to endless self pity, yet I’m pushing through, and all I can do rn is focus on self-care and gdamnit I wanna finish my fic and move onto my next stories.
          
          I also got an autism diagnosis this month with the addition of ‘very high intelligence and very little patience’ so that’s…idk. A lot to process…in the middle of all this.
          
          But…I’m focusing a good chunk of energy here because I freaking miss it. So, regarding my fic, something feels off in the second half of the last chapter of Untethered, and I WILL be rewriting it before moving on, however, I’m tasking myself with rereading the whole damn fic to get through my grief and figure out how I actually want this to flow and tying off all the loose ends to actually get it where I want it *while cringing the whole time* and I will more than likely rewrite the whole thing eventually. But at minimum, definitely the most recent chapter needs a rewrite, before I can bring it to its climax. 
          
          It doesn’t feel like…me? Idk. And I feel like I put fluff bullshit in while my mind wasn’t in the right place to figure out the things I wanted to convey and just…wish me luck!
          
          Send all the good vibes and motivation to the void, where I’ll be, ya know, just a’screamin. 
          
          I love all of you guys T-T <3
          
          -Ash

i found u in a bk fanfic (the favour by momomagg) n its the first one im reading since i just got into MHA but i LOVE UR PFP

Just updated for the first time in almost two years. I’m here to prove to you as an author that WE NEVER GIVE UP! NOTHING IS LEFT UNFINISHED! Just sometimes takes forever to figure out lol *crying*

Gurl- u dead???

Haii u still alive??? Missed ya :333

I need those gauntlets in your background picture, whatever it's called

Hey!! Are you okay??

Just wanted to post a lil update ♥️ 
          
          The next chapter willl be taking awhile, unfortunately. I’m in the middle of moving and needless to say it has been a whoooole bitch and a half.
          
          I love you all and can’t wait to get it out, I juss need some time so I hope everyone will stick with me!

I-oh my god you guys T-T
          
          20k reads on Untethered?
          
          WHAAA!!
          
          Y’ALL I am so grateful I could cry ALL the tears.
          
          You guys are the damn best!!
          
          GoodNESS, it’s been a long time comin’ so far, this last year’s been a bit slower writing-wise but hoping this next one goes much more smoothly ^-^
          
          Fingers crossed, at least. 
          
          Who knows? Might even finish it this year! (pff) But fr fr, I’m excited to keep goin’ and keep trying to get better because truthfully, I totally can’t wait to do the post-complete edit to make those first few chapters much prettier and less clunky lol but, time and patience. *sigh* 
          
          But really you guys all make it feel worth it! 
          
          Thank you to everyone who has read/voted/commented/shared, especially big thankies to the close friends I have made while writing this and hella extra love to my serial commenters who motivate me with the hilariousness that stems from them (you all know who you are; so many extra smooches) and lastly, to those still keeping pace with me and those who are being so kind and patient even when I take awhile to update, everyone has helped me in this journey in so many ways. I can’t thank you all enough.
          
          I love you all. From the bottom of my heart, I am so grateful. 
          
          Hell yes, 20k reads! ♥️

NEW CHAPTER FINALLY LETS GOOOOO