sonicdragonfan

I'm an 19 year old girl . I have autism and a lot of health issues but it never let me slow down. One of them is I had a brain surgery in 2013 I have short and long term memory loss I also have high anxiety.my doctor said that the brain bleed has affected my memory and my personality it scares me. I don't make friends in the outside world in my small town when I talk I sound like a freak so I don't talk to anyone. I became a furry because they don't care about your disability they welcome you like family but I can't go to their conventions because it's to expensive plus I'm trying to get a fursuit to get into my character but again they are expensive but I can see why your not just fursuiting for fun your also showing both your and the creators art.my boyfriend is also a furry he was recently diagnosed with asp Berger's syndrome but he doesn't care about it he's trying his best to move to my home town and stay with me but for now he's in college and he try's to be the best for me but I tell him to relax and be himself I never met a teenage boy who is so kind, generous, and so thoughtful in my life.

I like to draw,read, angels,religion,furries,and I love wild animals and Disney.

I doubt I'm gonna get a job my memory is poor and I have to be told many many times of what I have to wright or to do something. I think I feel like I'm forever trap in a prison of my own mind. I feel like I don't deserve to become an archangel I'm nothing, I'm weak, I'm useless.😔