stargazingdy
Just because it worked for me doesn’t mean it works to others as well. That’s what I thought after my one friend share his struggle during his degree. Maybe i was wrong. Degree era does make some people feel lonely more than diploma era. I feel bad that I can’t be there for him. I chose to continue my studies in unimas while he was struggling to survive alone.
I feel sorry yet i wanted him to know that im always there for him if he need a friend to listen to his struggle. I won’t judge though as i said it’s not easy to others. The fact that “bergerak solo” can create ur own safe and peaceful place but yet u can’t deny the fact that sometimes u can feel lonely just how this friend of mine feel.
I feel bad for what i have told him before “jangan ikut kawan”. But if he did not he would feel lonely just like rn. It’s not easy to find a new friends when ur classmates had their own circle of friends. It’s not easy to get into a new circle of friends when u feel unwelcome by them. Yet im still here feeling bad to what he need to faced. The fact that he did so well until today make me proud of him so much:)
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@stargazingdy paham yelah memang lah orang cakap hadap jelah semua tapi diorang bukan kat tempat kita
