babes you made me feel insane for a while… i had read the first one while it was still updating and then shortly after i finished reading it i wanted to reread it again cuz it was so good but it was missing i went through all 2000+ of my saved stories row by row, my archived, all my notifications, and tried searching it but couldn’t find it and after periodically returning to search for it i had to give up and assume it was gone forever. i didn’t even know it was back until this massive upload cuz it looked different and i was like “wtf is going on 280 notifications?!” and i saw that apparently i had been reading it and finally felt relief when i clicked on it and saw her name! i was literally gaslighting myself and questioning if it ever even existed or if it was another one of those times where i had somehow in my sleep deprived delusional mind just mixed a bunch of stories together and convinced myself it was real