tea.freak

i wanna change my username, im thinking abt doing “ru1” or “koii_”

ok i am officially in love with rui kamishiro + blink-182 music

guys im so sorry a chapter of a ghost in a field of flowers hasnt been out for a while writers block + shitty mental health is kicking my ass right now

i am now going into 7th grade

today’s the last day of school! at least for my school district, i don’t know about anyone else  -_-

i want bread

this is for pride month
          its a song i made and it fucking sucks but whatever
          
          every time i go to dinner
          my family thinks i’m on the inner
          side of the closet
          well guess what?
          
          i’m in the opposite
          
          my whole family thinks im gay
          at least thats what people say
          even if they havent spoken it
          i know its all on their bs list
          
          and i feel the same way
          i know i’m gay
          
          cuz
          
          my family says i’m gay
          i guess it’ll always be this way
          
          but its not so bad
          i guess im not sad
          cuz i know they’re right
          i know it by the night
          
          and
          
          im not sad cuz
          they’re all sad
          and i know it but i
          will not stop kissing girls
          
          cuz this is the way i am
          buttttttttt
          
          my whole family knows im gay
          the way they ask isnt a disguise
          like
          
          “hey how was your day? do you hate guys?”
          
          i swear to god
          my sister said that
          
          my whole family thinks im gay
          i know its been this way
          i finally step out of the closet to confess
          but what i hear makes me regress 
          
          “she’s definitely lesbian”
          “she’s gonna get beaten
          at school cuz
          
          she’s gay”

help weird people keep following me and i don’t know if they’re bots or not

hey guys. just want to clarify that i did not end up hurting myself and talked to my therapist. thank you all for being concerned <3

ok so two things
          
          one i made up with E because she apologized and we were able to talk everything through (thank you all for the support btw)
          
          and im coming out with a villain deku au soon
          
          :D