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Hello everyone, yes this is terushima23, im just on my new account and i would just like to say, thank you so mych for so many followers, im sorry i abandoned this account but i had to, this is my new account where ill start fresh
          
          (Will probably re-make bontens slut)

Guys this is my new account >w<

hello!! I was wondering, as it appears you aren’t writing any more, if I could adopt the “ my dear experiment “ concept?

Hey are you still alive you've been inactive for a while now and I miss you 

Bro, please update the My Play Thing~ book... •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

Here have a poem I wrote due to ✨body dysphoria✨
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I keep quiet as I stare at myself in the mirror, watching as the girl I killed along with my old body, the ghost of **her** in the mirror staring at me in acceptance, because I'm not **her** I'm not a **girl** I'm a **dude, a boy, a man, a male** that's all I am, I will never ever be a **girl** ever again as I was the most miserable in the girls body with a boys mind, and even all those years ago when I was only little,**she** knew deep down **she** wasn't who I was supposed to be, I was made to be a man and yet I was in a **girl's** body, deep down the person I once was, was not me but a disguise to hide who I truly was, who I was born to be, and now I'm right here, I'm who in truly supposed to be and I plan on killing myself, it's sad that no matter what, unhappy or happy, in the body that wasn't my own or the body that I claimed my own, I will never be happy, and now here I stand Infront of a mirror with a shard of glass against my neck

⚠️TW: transphobia⚠️
          
          
          
          
          
           hate my mum so fucking much I honestly hope she gets hit by a fucking car and dies, fuck her I hate her so fucking much, she kept misgendering me so I said I was a boy and she said I quote "no you're not a boy because you don't have a dick or balls, no dick or balls no boy, you aren't a boy" and I fucking lost it I actually fucking hate her, I told her she's being transphobic and she said she didn't care and that tim still not a boy so I went ballistic, i honestly just want to fucking kill myself, oh and guess what my *dad* that has never been in my life texted my mum and said "oh I hope "*she's* alright and my mum thought it was a good idea to keep it hidden from me till now, 4 weeks after, I honestly hate my life, no one would miss me if I killed myself, I fucking hate everyone in my family, hate, hate, hate, I hate them all, they are all cunts and I just want to run away, I wish I wasn't apart of the family I fucking hate them all
          
          
          And that's on mommy issues

I broke up with my lover(don't ask why, it's personal)

Out of surgery and no longer have appendix 

I'm going into surgery soon