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Hello!! This is for you to read and smile :) 
          
          I hope you're feeling even the slightest bit happier than yesterday, and even if you're not, I hope that tomorrow is a better day for you. I wish you keep happy and healthy, and are able to accomplish whatever you're aiming for. I am immensely proud of you for making it so far, in spite of those million difficulties you've faced and are still facing. Sun will shine on you one day, and it will clear all the wintery dews of stagnancy and sorrow. I promise that it'll happen someday. 
          
          Until then, please don't give up. YOU ARE STRONG, AND I KNOW THAT!! :D 
          
          I love you <3
          
          - Udeesha

Udeesha and I are so slay

gonna update JAF bonus chapter after 2 years 

WHAT WAS I ON WHEN I WROTE NATSUKASHII LIKE DAMN BRO THAT SHIT IS EMOTIONAL AND TF I WROTE THAT???!_!_!_!_! 

wassup 
          
          (I have to get ready for class but I am procrastinating)

UPDATES (not that anyone cares but still)
          
          1. I managed social media accounts of brands and now i am influencer (jk)
          2. I still have a dance page on Instagram where i post kpop dance covers @maecovs (ples see)
          3. was in a situanship, it ended in 2 months (men are trash)
          4. GUYS I STILL LOVE TAEHYUNG
          5. wanna lose some weight (we started weightlifting like 10 kgs and people said i look chubby hahahaha pain so we back to pilates)
          6. curtain bangs pt. 2
          7. as good as dead - current read also amazing
          8. HEARTSTOPPER - SEASON 2 ON AUGUST 3 DON'T YALL DARE FORGET
          9. Red, White and Royal Blue movie on August 11 (my favourite British prince and fsotus are crazy for each other)
          10. bye (my life is boring)

what's new:
          1) getting through 2nd year of uni
          2) got curtain bangs
          3) i have short hair again
          4) oooooh i got a tattoo on my waist
          5) have to do an internship 
          6) still fucking pathetically in love with taehyung
          7) went on dating apps and this one guy kept calling me cheesecake (ew)
          8) bro you won't believe this
          9) af (i read 3 smuts on a daily basis now)
          10) had a phase when i wanted to be an assassin
          11) still very much into fantasy books
          12) guys please send good long smuts
          okay bye 

my god it's been years

BISH I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE WHEN YOU CHANGED YOUR USER WTF

AYO U LIKE CASSANDRA CLARE BOOKS??