I just wanted to let you know you are a talented righter and even thought I don't know you personally I can tell you are a great sweet kind and talented person who has bin threw a heck a lot. I love the parts of your books I have read so far and wanted to thank you for righting... Even though I haven't bin threw nearly a much as you I can say certainly that no matter who you are or what you've done that killing yourself is never the ancer, there will always be people who love you and want you in there life and if those people have left this world there are people in this world who when they meat you will love you and want you in there life. And even if your at the point where you feel your useless and no one is benifitied by you, you are helping the people around you every day, even the people that don't know you. Every time you smile in someone's direction, every time can't smile but you just listen, every time you cry with someone, you are helping them, you are making their day, you are showing them that they too are not alone, and can be loved, and are needed.
If you feel this at any point isn't you and no one needs you, I will stop you right now, you are rong....
I hope this helps you.
Your friend
