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FUCK IM DYING RN
          
          ITS 00:10 AND I WANT TO GO TO SLEEP BUT IG NOT
          
          THE MACHINE THAT IS NEXT TO THE LADY WHO IS ALSO IN MY ROOM IS JUST FUCKING BEEPING LIKE OVER AND OVER
          
          ITS LIKE 15 SECONDS OF SILENCE AND THEN BEEP BEEP BEEEP BEEEP BEEP
          
          PUBLIC HOSPITALS 
          HOW I LOVE TO HATE THEM

I'm already after the operation and I'm so fucking sleepy
          
          These drugs are good. 
          
          The last thing I remember in the operation room was the doctor saying "okay you're now going to go to sleep slowly" and then I woke up almost 3 hours later with the feeling like I was late to school

There are two rules in this household 
          1. Hate navy
          2. TDL solos 

LMAO IM JUST WITNESSING MY FRIEND GO THROUGH THE "WATCHING AVM FOR THE FIRST TIME/NOT REALLY FIRST TIME TIMELINE"
          
          LIKE BRUH 
          
          also I know he is probably going to read this because he follows me on Wattpad so hello
          
          You can't escape it
          
          Blue X Yellow will become canon >:] 
          
          Soon you'll see

Lmao guess who is in a hospital rn and has a operation tomorrow 
          
          I'm laughing through my tears,
          
          Either I will write in the hospital which means new chapter soon, or I'll be to focused on reading manga then new chapter next year and stuff

It's 2am rn and y'all are not ready for what I'm cooking,
          
          No it's not a new chapter
          And it will for sure have a VERY different feel than anything I have created on this website yet
          
          Take chapter one of iwdfys and make it 100x times more batshit insane
          That's the only thing I will say yet
          No spoilers :3

I just remembered that couple of months ago I have read a really cringe old fanfic that was like "that one cringe fanfic in the fandom" and like I internally decided to make it my personality so that's why I have the name "star boy" on some of my social media 
          
          Yes the fanfic was the tomtord "dear starboy"
          I stumbled on an animation of this fanfic when I was looking up that one pork soda animation (I bet people that don't know what tomtord is probably don't know what I'm talking about)
          
          Honestly don't read dear starboy, especially if you are a eddsworld fan, it's very cringe and everything that the characters do is very disconnected from what the real eddsworld characters would do
          
          If you aren't a eddsworld fan then I also don't recommend it, I'll say it again but it's like next level cringe love story, also it does stuff like talk about sewerslide and abuse not seriously (some people say that the sewerslide is even romanticised in it)
          
          Anyway why am I talking about it?
          
          Cuz idk random thought
          
          Also like I think about writing a joke crack fic making fun of the idea (AVM or maybe my own OC's) just for fun

Im rn on a school party rn and I'm dying
          It's just so loud and I can't even dance because of my leg 
          My best friend also didn't come because she didn't want to (I didn't want also but my mom forced me to go) 
          They are playing gangnam style rn,
          This is hell
           this is torture
          I want out
          And I want out right now
          But I can't 
          Help me please

Y'all my kneecap just decided to fuck itself up and it went east .. again..
          And I'm in the hospital.. again
          Waiting.. again
          Yes this has happened before like two months ago,
          Yes it hurts
          Yes maybe I will have more time to write shit because I will have to stay home for a week probably 
          

GUYS OKAY LISTEN THE NEXT CHAPTER MIGHT NOT COME OUT TOMORROW OR EVEN THIS WEEK, ITS JUST THAT I JUST BUYED SOME GAMES (undertale and cuphead and some more) AND IM PROPABLY GOING TO PLAY THROUGH THEN ALL FOR THE NEXT LIKE WEEK SO NO NEW CHAPTER SORRY :(