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a token of kindness [ 24th august, 2025 — sunday ] 
          
          where comes the chaos? soar and sin, the culprit,
          from the lodging inns. surrendered and sought,
          beavering, bold— a little of the timid, a lot of the known. 
          
          swinging with pride, doors left unknocked,
          a guest invited under intoxication’s hold.
          forging, jeopardising, guided by homely apple-pie servings; bruised words swept beneath the rug of humility. 
          
          barks and bellows, odours, open wounds,
          entangled chairs and a single creaking move.
          whisper, then wait, tremors that carry
          a mouth of screams— beginning and dying
          in a parched throat. 
          
          kalopsia and kites— a guest like ropeburn,
          pricking like wine. mindful maps, mindless routes,
          sanctuaries like lies that bury the truth.
          shadows stumble, shoes fade—
          a blessing strikes a menace, transforming a paper cut into a prayer. 
           #adropofhumanity 

a token of kindness [ 18th august 2025, monday ] 
          
          "green and gold, bumblebees and blooms, notorious affairs of the innocent homes; half of wounds are entombed in windy trails, while the remaining lie maimed in terraces aged. 
          
          eye and a wisdom tooth, bear and tear, wavelets of death caressing the feeble veil; garbled silences in pictures hung, hung were the joys of the crusted youth. keepsakes assignable, september — a bright shy; one step of risk, one step of ice. 
          
          cliffs and cuts that swallow the shore, earth is an art with its slinky tides and falling feathers; rhythm and rhyme mold the blood, like granules of sand that recognise a home in your skin. 
          
           liquor and tea, a prison and a poison; every scream becomes a rotten whisper. quite a wonder, the heart one carries with pride, the same which injures the soul — punished with suffocation behind clasping ribs, where it beats and beats, severing its rest."
           #adropofhumanity 

i hope youre doing well, its been awhile since anyone's posted anything on here <3

Els <3 I'm so glad your okay.... If you don't remember me i was @-Gxrmaines_bae- but that doesn't matter. Omg I've missed you so freaking much :'( I hope your okay and you don't have to reply just know I'm glad your here and I missed you so much ♡♡♡♡♡

happy birthday <33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET GIRL!!!!!!
          i’m so glad we became friends, we may live two hours away but we are still the bestest of friends. i love you SOOOOO muchhhh!!!!!

i will always support your side of the story noelle.

hey it’s me noelle, some of y’all are probably pissed at me and that’s ok. i wanna say that my faking my death had nothing to do with “ getting more attention “. i did actually try to commit and was in the hospital for a while. my parents found out i had wp and didn’t rlly care that much but they said i can’t come back and to say i had done it so people wouldn’t annoy me bout what happened. and ur probably like “ well there is better options then saying you you died “ but i didn’t have a choice. my parents told me to do it, i tried to fight back and say that i should have just said im deleting the app. ( and if yk my parents can be very stupid sometimes ) i also wish that i would have been the one to tell yall that i was still alive but someone beat me to it. i have been working up the confidence to type this out and post it for a longgggg time. cause i felt like everyone would hate me for the whole situation. i hope everyone i have hurt is better now. also i wanna say thank you to ria for staying by my side, im not allowed to text her anymore and that broke my heart. i miss playing roblox with you ria. ok bye i love you all.

hi guys, i had to delete my original post bc some other people but anyways. idk the whole story of what elle went through but ik shes alive & idrc if this is “any invasion of privacy” bc its honestly not, its not like im telling her lives story or sum. but i am saying that she is okay & people who are rlly hurt from her “death” need to hear it & need to stop being lied too. there were so many ways elle could have left social and they chose the most hurtful one, i dont think that was right. again, idk why she left or anything, but people need to get this closure so they can stop grieving over someone who is alive. 

i havent been on here in a very long time but to all of you who said that i HATE you she trusted us bc we were her closest friends and you broke that trust MIND YOUR OWN FUCKJNG BUSINESSD