unabhaengige

merry christmas to everyone who celebrates ^^

unabhaengige

I'm searching for a book!
          
          I know not many people will read that, but I hope someone can help me:
          
          it's a minsung story, han/jisung was the new one at his school, after being a professional figure skater, and minho and him fell in love. another thing I remember is that jisung had trouble eating somehow, cause as a figure skater he had to be slim and everything.
          
          it's not much, I know, but I really want to read that book again and can't find it :(

skrrraa

As a kid I wanted to try figure skating, but I never quite did even tho I loved being on the ice. But maybe I'll still have that opportunity nowadays who knows 
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skrrraa

btw I was ice skating today! ( Didn't went since like a year before the Corona pandemic or smth, but I still remembered really well how to do it :) ) it was so fun!
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skrrraa

 I am trying to find it for uuu
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skrrraa

Happy birthday my love :)) is this the correct day? well, in the zodiac book I found this date. but no matter what date your birthday actually is, please have an amazing day! treat yourself with kindness. It's alright to feel lazy and shitty, but try to get help when it is needed. Don't feel bad today alright? Or at least - not only. Find the good aspects, I'm sure there'll be some! It's the little things that should go your way today, Ria. Maybe a small smile, maybe a phone call or message or meeting up with your loved ones. 
          
          I love you & I hope you can enjoy it! 
          What are your plans for today? 
          
          Sweet dreams to you :) 

skrrraa

I think I haven't stated enough HOW happy I was go hear that :D 
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skrrraa

@skrrraa hehe hshshsjd dfjsjs remember that one time where you stayed up in order to congratulate? I sort of forgot to exactly on midnight but luckily remembered a little later again Hhshshshs 
            
            It is alright, don't be! Woah you are old :0 my ex boyfriend is 16 now as well, time literally goes by so fast ?? 
            
            Oh my god I'm so happy to hear that! :D that really warms my heart. I'm glad you felt so beautiful and loved (?) Ria :) 
            
            My day has been really busy and exhausting, but nice as well! My sister and my old dancing school had a aufführung and it was AMAZING. I was supervising the younger kids and everything was so chaotic and messy, but it worked out somehow^^ 
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unabhaengige

@skrrraa  
            alspdlwlwmdmf awwww that's so so sweet and kind of you, thank you so much!! you were actually the first one (time wise) to congratulate (?) me! love you~~
            I'm sorry, I couldn't answer you sooner, but yes, it's my birthday today (actually my 18th birthday crazy, isn't it?!)
            my day actually is amazing! it's snowing, and has been the whole day and my parents and bigger sister surprised me with a brunch this morning in an amazing location and in around 30 minutes my grandparents and uncle and all will come and we'll have an amazing dinner. I also decided to wear my new, fancy shirt, and I feel so beautiful in it, plus I got amazing presents. 
            
            thank you so much for congratulating me, and I hope your day has been amazing too! 
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skrrraa

wait uhm do I have your birthday in mind correctly? I'm not sure, because my handy broke down recently, but I hope so :(( I really do. I don't have a clue tho it could be wrong but I think I remember it ><

skrrraa

@skrrraa the thing is, my stomach was like oh 6th but then Brain was alike Nikolaus?? And another sort of distant? friend of mine has on the 7th so I really didn't know. I hope it's the tenth thooo 
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skrrraa

@skrrraa not today tho 
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unabhaengige

tw rant about my life
          if you don't want to read my negativity just skip this ^^
          
          
          I'm feeling so incredibly guilty rn
          
          I'm basically a uni student without going to uni?
          yk, I study to become a elementary teacher and I often find myself wanting to do that job, and I look forward to work with the kids.
          but in the past weeks (actually since uni started), there were and still are so many days where its incredibly hard for me to get up and go to uni. I missed so many lessons already and today I'm not going again to the special workshop we have today, that actually costs 5€ (that I probably still have to pay since I registered)
          idk what to do, and idk if it's like only because I'm lazy or if there can be other reasons and if I can get help or something for it?
          I just feel so guilty and helpless and I hate feeling like this all the time :/

skrrraa

@unabhaengige hey! that sounds like a shitty feeling yah .. I do think you should try to seek help for that, you don't seem as if you were " just lazy " :/ like, that might have a reason. You seem quite exhausted in general ? I don't know much about these types of things to be honest but you shouldn't have to feel that way :// 
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