ThatOneSoftBih

Yaaa it's been a B I T. I just turned 16, I have my driving permit, and I got my first paycheck from my job. Yee yee n shit. I moved, I went to two mental facilities, got into so many more animes, and I might have cried over the fact that Clancy's mom in the Midnight Gospel was the voice actors actual mom, died in 2013 from cancer, and SHE DID NOT DESERVE TO GET TOLD BY A DOCTOR TO CALL A CREMATORIUM TO FIND OUT HOW EXPENSIVE IT WOULD BE TO BE CREMATED WHAT THE FuCK

I KNOW NOBODY CHECKS THESE BUT LISTEN, I'm back! I exist again! I'm not dead, like I thought I'd be, but idk if I'm feeling up to writing on this anymore. Idk, I've been in a mindset where I isolate myself because I ruin everything, so I try to stay away, because I want people to be happy. And this Thanksgiving were having a potluck with out neighbors and I know thanksgiving is about getting together but I really just want to stay home, where it's safe. And I can't ruin anything. Idk, just don't expect a lot of updates here. (I say idk a lot I'm sorry)

Migraines are cool, all I have done is suffer and sleep today, 

Just took a 3 hour nap and I feel like I'm made of energy, so guess who's having semi cold coffee and donuts possibly at 4 AM? THIS BICH

I'm depressed at the moment, I've been taking punches basically all day, but I've been forcing a smile. Basically starved myself today, and now I have cramps. I'm behind on school, and I haven't been getting much sleep. I'm sure I'll feel better but I don't know when.

Lesbian sex is just b o n e l e s s  sex

Me: *gets braces*
          Dad: hey do you wanna share some chicken?
          Me: *cant chew*
          Dad:
          Me:
          Dad:
          Me: I S E E THE TY P E. OF. P E R SON Y O U A R E

Dm me for rp pleaseeeeee I'm boredddddddd

SO YALL
          
          MY BOOK HAS BEEN GETTING SO MANY FUCKING VIEWS IM SCREAMING 
          
          
          REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
          
          
          on the other hand I feel like I'm slowly falling into insanity, insomnia and dysphoria is killing me every day and I'm sorry for not posting I will post I promise. Love you alllllllllllll

So I take suggestions at any time, comment mainly on my cp X reader book because I check that one most often you don't have to read it just comment on whether you want a new part to that book, or a new story completely. I am open to everything so don't be afraid. Love you guys :)