@ur-official-anus
Bro I think that break up was the best thing to happen to me I mean I'm the happiest I've ever been my mental health is fucking Wonderful holy shit dude
After this break up I know I still love him but I can't help but feel a little relief that I no longer have to feel like I have to prove myself worthy or feel like I did something wrong when I didn't and if in the future he asks me back out won't say no as I know I'm getting my insecurities over and I'm putting my mental health first it's just now I know I can't let him hold anything above me including my life he was the best thing to happen to me both the relationship and the leaving of it I love him but I have to learn to love myself first
Update I was right I'm now single
I think he's breaking up with me
@ur-official-anus oh no it's fine I understand he just said he wanted to be single for a while plus we're still friends, and it was a little toxic anyways so Its kindve a good thing you know
You know coming to terms that he just isn't going to give me the attention I ask for unless I physically break down about and even so he'll just slowly stop within a week hurts sucks but you have to overcome your own problems so for the time being I'll just have pull up my big boy pants and suck it up he promised me that he'd never make me felt left out and thats all he does not my fault he's not one for his word, I'm not breaking up with him I'm just not going to express these things to him I'm not going to care especially not Infront of him I'm not wasting anymore tears on him never again if he wants to make me feel unloved and just like a chore then he's won that battle but I can't cry to it anymore I physically can't I'm used to it I love him and I'm going to stay with him but I won't necessarily be happy about I have to wait to see if he's gonna clean up his act even so I don't think I'll break up with him then he says he loves me and I believe to an extent but I'm just done with having to feel like there's a extent to it, I love him and I'm not breaking up with him I guess I'm just gonna stop expressing my full self to him I can't get hurt more then I am
@ur-official-anus writing this out has made me feel better so go ahead and ignore it I can deal with my situation go ahead and deal with one of yours kind reader
He's stop giving me attention again
Brb bout to read some angst fanfiction and cry because he's ignored two of my texts now, even though I'm probably being overdramatic
Question is not wanting to seem clingy a valid reason to let you lover feel like they aren't loved in the relationship
@unofficial-mom thanks buddy I'll try to keep that in mind although I uasully try not to talk to people about these things
When your dating someone who's a dry texter and never
wants to go out and see people including me <<<< literally anything even death
(He's literally about to make me cry without even trying bro)
He said I'm his princess bro I'm folded for this man OMG j love him #boyscanbeprincessesto)