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Oh god guys how the fuck do y’all better your metal health I need tips on how to keep it going Im so tired of thsi life. And like honestly I’m done
          	
          	I’m 5’3 and I weight like 110 somewhere around there and bro I was jumping in a trampoline. Like the round ones the huge ones(not the castle ones the regular black ones) and y’know I was minding my business and I was jumping with my little course but then she got off because her brother made her. And then I was jumping alone so my other little cousin comes and he’s 8 and my cousin and my brother just come and they’re like get off she’s gonna break the trampoline and they start laughing and go away and then my cousin he screams oh my god stop. And I’m jumping and not that much. And then liek he’s like y’know what I’m gonna get off. Like what. I’m not heavy and like I hate this because I know I’m not fat. But like it still hurt like what? And it wasn’t my cousin probably who thought that it was my brother who said it and I hate it sm because he talks shit about em to my cousins and they believe him  and they always repeat what he says and it’s so tiring. Like what? And like I get that Imm a little heavier that then and my sister like my sister is 102 pounds. But it’s so frustrating I just wanna huddle up and cry sometimes yk? Like it’s so frustrating snd degrading like fuck. And the only reason I’d because Im actually curvy unlike them and I have bigger thighs, but like that doesn’t mean that Im fat and it’s like my family makes it a goal to point every insecurity out. Like if you knew I would starve myself and work out constantly until I felt like throwing up it wouldn’t be so funny huh? I got so bad once that I didn’t eat for 4 days straight or I wasn’t eating and I began feeling really sick and then J was I couldn’t eat anything because it would come out. It’s so annoying and I hate this.

urm0msgfg

this message may be offensive 
Oh god guys how the fuck do y’all better your metal health I need tips on how to keep it going Im so tired of thsi life. And like honestly I’m done
          
          I’m 5’3 and I weight like 110 somewhere around there and bro I was jumping in a trampoline. Like the round ones the huge ones(not the castle ones the regular black ones) and y’know I was minding my business and I was jumping with my little course but then she got off because her brother made her. And then I was jumping alone so my other little cousin comes and he’s 8 and my cousin and my brother just come and they’re like get off she’s gonna break the trampoline and they start laughing and go away and then my cousin he screams oh my god stop. And I’m jumping and not that much. And then liek he’s like y’know what I’m gonna get off. Like what. I’m not heavy and like I hate this because I know I’m not fat. But like it still hurt like what? And it wasn’t my cousin probably who thought that it was my brother who said it and I hate it sm because he talks shit about em to my cousins and they believe him  and they always repeat what he says and it’s so tiring. Like what? And like I get that Imm a little heavier that then and my sister like my sister is 102 pounds. But it’s so frustrating I just wanna huddle up and cry sometimes yk? Like it’s so frustrating snd degrading like fuck. And the only reason I’d because Im actually curvy unlike them and I have bigger thighs, but like that doesn’t mean that Im fat and it’s like my family makes it a goal to point every insecurity out. Like if you knew I would starve myself and work out constantly until I felt like throwing up it wouldn’t be so funny huh? I got so bad once that I didn’t eat for 4 days straight or I wasn’t eating and I began feeling really sick and then J was I couldn’t eat anything because it would come out. It’s so annoying and I hate this.

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TW VENT- SOREY YALL I RLLY NEED TO GET THIS OUT
          
          ok so yesterday ykyk I’m with my cousins and we were like playing a round and brother was ontop of my cousin. Right??? He was getting a piggy back ride and they were like telling me to like shove them or wtv so I was like ok. So I was barely even like pushing/shoving them and then my brother smacks the shit out of my fave and now my mouth is kind bleeding and I have a ball and so then like I tell my mom cuz ykyk and then she’s like tell ur dad. Bruh so I tell him and he barely speaks on it today and he’s like you were playing around rough that’s what you get. And I’m like dude what we were playing a round I was barely even shoving them and then he smacked the shit out of me how’s that fair?! No but off if it was my sister there would have been a problem huh? LIKE WTFFCUZ IF IT WAS MY SISTER MY BROTHER WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YELLED AT ext. But ofc since it was me I was being rough too and that’s what I get and I deserve it right? Wtv fuck them atp