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it's actually funny how i always end up here. i left wattpad for about two years to "live my life" lol and actually lots had happened, i graduated with two university degrees meanwhile?? i'd yeeted myself abroad for a year and experienced some crazy shit from living in student halls??? i developed some substance... problems and got over them?? i finally went to see a therapist and got some fun diagnoses, and i got hurt again by a second person lmfao. last time i came back on here two years ago i wrote a shit book about my heartbreak that i ended up unpublishing (: and now i'm back on my bullshit again, i rlly think I'll keep writing about her until i get over it sooo let's see how many stories it'll take this time

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honestly tho, i dont rlly have any negative feelings towards the girl anymore and i am over her mostly but.... it's exactly one year ago today that we first hung out, the day that changed everything fr so...... OOF that shit still hurts
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it's actually funny how i always end up here. i left wattpad for about two years to "live my life" lol and actually lots had happened, i graduated with two university degrees meanwhile?? i'd yeeted myself abroad for a year and experienced some crazy shit from living in student halls??? i developed some substance... problems and got over them?? i finally went to see a therapist and got some fun diagnoses, and i got hurt again by a second person lmfao. last time i came back on here two years ago i wrote a shit book about my heartbreak that i ended up unpublishing (: and now i'm back on my bullshit again, i rlly think I'll keep writing about her until i get over it sooo let's see how many stories it'll take this time

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honestly tho, i dont rlly have any negative feelings towards the girl anymore and i am over her mostly but.... it's exactly one year ago today that we first hung out, the day that changed everything fr so...... OOF that shit still hurts
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the way I can literally write the most unhinged, cringe story about my life rn but can't post it cuz it's only a matter of time until my crush remembers my username here and decides to stalk :/

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Update: she has decided to stalk, let's see if her ass knows how to find this part
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i swear life just feels like a fanfic written by 15 y/o me atp like it's so ????
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why is restanning girl groups i liked as a kid the only thing that brings me true joy these days lmfaooo i both love and hate how wattpad was my first thought

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I'm not even kidding, best thing of 2022 thats happened to me is seeing girls generation perform gee again as 30 yos (aka the song that was literally my shit when i was like 10) i can honestly cry about it
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imaslutlollll

I absolutely love your books. We’re not broken just bent completely broke me. I cried so much. It’s so so good. You’re super talented!! Keep up the good work!!! 

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@jenhub87  awwww thank you. That's so sweet i-- 
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Hello peeps, it's been a while. It's been kinda a long while. But ya know, i was just living my life and i guess now i'm back? Idk. Anyway, i'm not sure if i will finish all my ongoing fics but i'll try to my best abilities to finish at least some of them.
          
          And........ i started writing some stuff that aren't necessarily fanfics. It's like a fun little thing i wrote to distract me from reality, so if you're into some personal shit of mine, it's called right person wrong timing.
          
          Thank u, have a good day
          
          

ninimandeuki

@uuuuuuuhhmmmmmmm hello authornim welcome back I hope you had a good day^^
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I can say i wanna start writing again, but literally my schedule, motivation and mental health are all screaming no rn lmaooo, we'll see how that goes
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There is nothing more precious than when you hear someone talking and you can hear them literally smiling through their words and just how happy they are like fckkkkk how have I never done a moment like this in any of my fics

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also yes, i'm well aware that i haven't updated in ages and that this announcement didn't arrive in your notifications. this is just me letting anyone who's stalking my page know that i'm alive, without actually screaming i'm alive
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So... i just felt like gathering you guys here for a very very special moment for this stupid ass account lmao (i hate how dramatic i sound rn) 
          
          But uhm, soooo my location on wattpad since the moment i made this account has been "escaping from reality" bc ya know, the reality is just disappointing, therefore escape from it, yay, idk. And now, for probably the first time in 5 years, i actually don't feel the need to escape from anything anymore, like i'm just so happy. Uuuuhm i think the reason for that can tell she's the reason for that. 
          
          It feels so stupid to make an announcement out of this but like i've literally changed everything on this account before, like even my fcking email and password, but that location is just something that i've never touched lol. Feels weird.

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Also, that^^^ happiness lasted for like another month or two so maybe i should calm down, i legit cried for six seven months 
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I take back everything i've said here, reality remains a disappointment and wattpad is still my escape lol
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@CimFam_x you are everything and more than i could wish for tho soooo and :)) 
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i don't think i've ever screamed, smiled and blushed at my phone this much in one single night, wow. iykyk

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@CimFam_x yeahhhh hm i wonder who caused that
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Not younger me being able to relate to pretty much all the lyrics from lauren's mixtape except for lesson learned lmaooooo 

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@uuuuuuuhhmmmmmmm HAHAHAHAHA I miss vine
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@mvzhazvs oof why is that such an accurate description tho
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too much hurted like a buttcheek on a stick
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