vsapphic

writing again feels so. damn. good. 
          	
          	literally been tuning evb out just to perfect my chapters, lemme go interact w my friends/family so they don’t think i’m ignoring them :,) 
          	
          	i used to hold sm anxiety towards writing again, worried it wouldn’t do numbers orrr i wouldn’t reach my target audience or etc but honestly? i’m writing for ME. and ofc anybody else that would like to check it out as well. like it’s so therapeutic, im finally tapping into my creative juices again i feel sm more alive! this is so soothing to me… even if i’m my only viewer, i’ll still be happy :)
          	
          	have a lovely day folks!

vsapphic

@naturalmarauder thank u sm beautiful i rly appreciate it!!! i’m wishing u the best in that journey bc evb deserves to feel this <3:)
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naturalmarauder

so happy for you <3 this is such a good feeling, and i’m hoping to get something like this again
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vsapphic

writing again feels so. damn. good. 
          
          literally been tuning evb out just to perfect my chapters, lemme go interact w my friends/family so they don’t think i’m ignoring them :,) 
          
          i used to hold sm anxiety towards writing again, worried it wouldn’t do numbers orrr i wouldn’t reach my target audience or etc but honestly? i’m writing for ME. and ofc anybody else that would like to check it out as well. like it’s so therapeutic, im finally tapping into my creative juices again i feel sm more alive! this is so soothing to me… even if i’m my only viewer, i’ll still be happy :)
          
          have a lovely day folks!

vsapphic

@naturalmarauder thank u sm beautiful i rly appreciate it!!! i’m wishing u the best in that journey bc evb deserves to feel this <3:)
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naturalmarauder

so happy for you <3 this is such a good feeling, and i’m hoping to get something like this again
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vsapphic

I MADE A NEW BOOK :)))) i hope u guys check it out, im rly excited abt this journey and i cant wait to start writing more consistently. unlike other books i’ve written, this one rly hits harder and is more personal so i hope u guys like it and feel free to leave any feedback <3
          https://www.wattpad.com/1379365672?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=vsapphic&wp_originator=60nD8UGJEIdJXq4N9MbEcgeIwREliObn1Ipdrt0jym%2BDBc1ohJ%2F2AK1nPCFDWXIFZnR5hbyIagQhkEYkw6SHeNtIVRb12zAGhEkMR%2BPZjUBW7HfJvGEkZMqbIVF%2B9pWH

vsapphic

rereading my drafted stories THEYRE SO BAD LMFAOAOAO but they’re motivating me to write new stories, i haven’t actually had the calling to write in so long besides poems every now and then… but this makes me so excited, i cant wait to fully build on my ideas and publish them :)

vsapphic

this is my attempt at rejoining, i miss reading :( if anyone has any recs or just wants to talk, hiii how r u guys i lowkey miss this app (even tho everything’s paid stories now >:/)

vsapphic

@-thevirginslut- EXACTLY!! everything’s paid stories now, i cant even reread old books anymore bc of that, plus the context in general just didn’t hit as much as it used to.. good thing i *somehow* found some good books but i miss how much i used to read, like this app rly was my escape!
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-thevirginslut-

@vsapphic i know :(( wattpad is so different for me now everything has changed
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vsapphic

here to just say happy pride month, it’s the first one ive celebrated that i was sure of my sexuality (although im still closeted) so yeah <3 also, happy late juneteenth ^_^ my bday’s juneteenth too isnt that cool ?!? what a lovely time to be black and queer

vsapphic

here’s my annual “gna try to become active again” pm instead this time im just blatantly saying that i’m only here to talk abt euphoria season 2 and explore some enemies to lovers recs from tiktok… good day fellow queers :* lemme know how ur new year is going if u feel like venting!

vsapphic

@hange_mybeloved hi love, ik i’m several months late and i apologize for that : ( but to answer ur question, YES, euphoria is so good if ur into seeing realistic demonstrations of substance abuse, addiction (in many forms), mental illness, childhood trauma and struggles in interpersonal relationships. a huge tw tho bc these themes are blatantly displayed (& there’s also a LOT of nudity, blood, physical/sexual abuse, some gore, etc) so if that’s not ur cup of tea, i recommend either not watching it or searching up trigger warnings for each episode. all in all, it’s a great show and some aspects were definitely wrongfully glorified but i think it’s worth the watch. it moves u deeply, regardless if u relate w the content or not. however, i do agree that they should’ve made it college kids instead of high schoolers… it would make the content shown less disturbing since ur thinking abt it as 16-18 y/o’s.
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hange_mybeloved

@milkmemommy idk if im being nosy but is euphoria good?i saw a LOT of people saying it's disturbing and how teenagers shouldn't act like that (saw your comment from the Valentina book i think) (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+
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vsapphic

only gna talk abt euphoria if other ppl want to tho bc i don’t wanna just spoil for no reason LMFAOO i almost got spoiled a few times bc of my friends posting stuff on their stories abt it so i’m deciding to take the considerate approach lolz
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vsapphic

im gna try to become active again hi guys!
          i am also aware this will only be for a month then ill dip
          i miss the days when wattpad was actually still fun and u could make friends on here </3

vsapphic

@atapapa but then there’s a part of me that doesn’t care bc i truly don’t feel like anything matters enough for me to feel anything more than numbness to it
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vsapphic

@atapapa that’s my biggest dilemma rn LOL i can’t seem to feel excited for anything either i’m just so indifferent to everything it rly sucks
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atapapa

NO REALLY cus nothing brings me such a thick sense of joy like it use to  now i’m more like ‘oh okay’ and ik it’s a slump n everything can’t be rainbows n butterflys but like CMONNN where is my lust for life at ?!
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vsapphic

tell me abt how in person school has been for u guys so far i wanna know!!!8/&:!; i vented abt my experience in a previous pm dw abt that

vsapphic

@veexlee hi love, thank u sm for sharing and i’m sorry i’m so late, i deleted wattpad for a while. i’m rly sorry ur experience was like this at first and i def experienced something much similar :( i hope by now, a month later, things have started getting better and again im sorry i’m so late to this but just know im here <3
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veexlee

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@milkmemommy like the first few weeks were too much shit. I didn't have friends when I tried making our conversation wouldn't last that long either way and no matter how I tried to keep the conversation going they would ignore me and talk to other people. I was just realty glad we only attended physical school twice a week otherwise I was gonna k!ll myself. Worst part is that since I was new, the only thing my grade wanted to know was whether I was gay or not. Like tf that's not my only personality trait bitch ?!? But I've only told 4 people I'm gay and they also gay... phew... Anyways that's just my experience with in person school
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