hey guys :) I'm not dead I promise
I've been doing better and trying to be healthy again, but it's been difficult. I was admitted for awhile because I passed out at school and I went to the doctor and they didn't let me off the hook. I won't get into numbers but I didn't weigh enough at all, and now I'm kind of recovering? Nerve damage and stuff effected it too. I just had a lot of medical problems that needed to be solved mentally first.
I probably won't update any of my books anymote, and honestly I might delete them. I'm sorry and I know it's disappointing but they just remind me of a time in my life when things were the worst and I can't do it. They're like the only specific trigger I know of.
I'm sorry. But I'm happier and healthier, and I'm in the best relationship of my life with someone who genuinely accepts me and loves me. I'm trying to learn to love myself too.