wavesailor

I have two poems that I never published that are sitting in the drafts of Searchlight which I might post... Hmm... Should I? 
          
          These are poems which read more as diaries than as a message to others. They're very personal, but I feel that a lot of Searchlight has been about self expression, as well as healing in general, for myself and others, too. 
          
          Although they're darker and deeper in the raw emotional sense, sometimes healing means wading through the deep darkness to reach the other side, so in that sense I think it's needed for the series... 
          
          My issue is that I'm so undecisive haha...
          
          I think it would complete the essence of my self expression, and fill in the questions of who I am and what my story is, and what it is I'm healing from, but I'm always worried about how my poems will be received. What if my method of healing and letting go is someone's harm? I think I worry about that and that's why I'm so hesitant... 
          
          Ah.. I don't know..

Do you publish on Neobook ?

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I think rearranging my poem series is going to take a while TT^TT
          
          It's hard to tell where to put them for a smooth almost story telling feeling. And some are quite random so I wonder if I should remove them and place them in a separate poem book.

After working so hard writing, I spent my time being a fan of someone I hope to see reach their dreams, learning how to crochet amigurumi, and just doing some inner work. I didn't write a word for a long time now, but at some point there was a feeling of:
          
          Who am I if I don't write? 
          
          Seeing the one I support about to re-debut now made me think: What about my dream which I took a break from? 
          
          I don't have any grand dreams such as becoming famous or rich writing, no, my dream is smaller than that.
          
          I dream that I can continue to write words which can bring someone comfort, joy, healing, strength, and a sense of kindred ship. 
          
          As of now my story is not even half way complete, but in the end I hope when it's done it can be someone's refuge in some way.
          
          I lived my life before not allowing myself even the simple joy of expressing myself creatively, as if I might lose it if I love it, so it's still a struggle for me. 
          
          There's a lot of healing I have left to do, but I hope it won't stop me from my dream.

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          Hello everyone! 
          I just wanted to let you all know that I have created a Twitter account. 
          You can follow me at: @awavewrites 
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          This may sound silly, but whenever I feel alone, your votes, comments and love always make me feel that I'm seen and appreciated. 
          
          Thank you for giving me the confidence to face the blank page every day. [Searchlight: A Book of Poems] would not have made it so far without you all.
          
          Just as you've given me strength, I hope I can continue to write poems which can give you all strength.  
          
          Thank you for everything
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          A song that I'd like to recommend to listen to is: 
          
          W24 - "겨울 지나 Song of Songs"
          
          When you're withering in that cold and dark place where you protect your heart from receiving more pain... this song is like a warm hand to hold which gently guides you back into the light, and into the warmth of spring which you always longed for. 
          
          Let's step out together from this darkness, and find the sincere smiles we lost there in the light so we can bloom once more into lovely flowers. 
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_womHhxw3A&ab_channel=KoreanBeat
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Heyya... If u have any time do read my poems I will be glad
          Have a great day